Melodies (Analogical)

Chapter 27: Why Did I Ever Date Him?

WHY DOES THIS HAVE OVER 6K READS AHHHHHHHH

The following chapter (and the one after it) is Virgil's nightmare. I just want you to be warned.

TW: Nightmare (Duh), Toxic relationship, body shaming

Virgil's POV

I was back sitting in a place. A place I remember too well. There was a green light emitted from a single tower in the distance. I was on a cold stone bench by a dirt road. It sounds nice, right?

Wrong.

My heart was pounding in my chest. I looked down at what I was wearing. It was a suit.

Then I remembered exactly what was happening.

I looked to my right. There was....me? I guess that's the way dreaming memories works. I am just watching it happen. Which might be worse.

I tried to grab past me's shoulder. Tell him he was making a mistake. But he couldn't see or hear me. 

I-well, past me- stood up. He grabbed the hand of a madman. The most vile, disgusting person, the person I convinced myself I was in love with.

¨Good evening, Virgil.¨ He said.

¨You too, Remus.¨ Past me responded. 

Remus eyed what past me was wearing. He frowned. I remember this too well.

¨Don't you think that makes you look kind of.. fat?¨

¨Sorry.¨ Past me responded quickly.

Don't apologize! I wanted to scream.

¨Whatever. Let's go! It'll be fun!¨

¨Of course it will, Creativity.¨

We started walking down the dirt path.

¨Hey, Paranoia?¨

Past me cringed a little. I pinched my arm. I couldn't take this. I wanted to wake up.

But is the real world any better than this?

¨What is it?¨ Past me turned to him. He put his hand on my chin, pulled me in, and kissed me.

And that was my first kiss. It all went downhill from there.

Past me pulled away quickly. ¨Re, I'm sorry, but I wasn't ready for that..¨

¨Oh, so you don't love me?¨

¨What? No! I love you! I just-¨

¨Then let me kiss you.¨

¨Okay..¨

I turned away. I couldn't watch this anymore. 

Our relationship went on for many months, maybe a year. Some days were good, some days.. less so. But I convinced myself I was happy.

The dream fast-forwarded to a specific few days.

I looked around at where I was.

Oh no...

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Yes, there will be a part two! Yes, it is potentially triggering!

Now:

There is something I want to say. I am not calling anyone out, I just think this should be said:

DO NOT put people down for the ships that they ship! (except for RemRom, RemRom can die)

My favorite Deceit ship is Roceit. I have a friend who ships Moceit, and another who ships Loceit. And guess what? We are still friends!

If you ship LAMP, cool! Intrulogical? Awesome! Logicality? Good for you! DR LAMP? Amazing!

As for me, I think most of the ships are adorable! 

Ship whatever!

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Sorry for that. Anyway, THANK YOU FOR OVER 6K READS! Have an amazing day/night!