Bear is typing.. | Taekook

~ Chapter 40 ~

Fuck fuck fuckfuckfuck. Jeongguk heard the door getting unlocked and saw the handle being twisted. His heartbeat increased. The door opened. But Taehyung couldn't tell it was Jeongguk just yet. He had at least three seconds still, because his hood was on his head and he was looking at his feet.

"Hi bunny."

Jeongguk sighed. He locked his lower lip between his teeth and finally looked up at Taehyung. The latter looked shocked for two seconds, then confused for five, and finally, a look of comprehension hit him and his mouth fell open.

"Jeongguk?"

Jeongguk looked like a beaten dog. He was still wondering if it would be acceptable to run away right now. His heart was beating extremely fast and he was worried he would get into tachycardia if Taehyung didn't do something. Anything to show him it was okay.

He closed the door. Jeongguk let go of the breath he had been holding for a minute and looked at the door, dumbfounded. Jeongguk cursed under his breath. Was that it? Was this the end of his maybe friendship with Taehyung? Surely the older would not want to hear anything from him from now on. Jeongguk took his phone out and typed. Soon, he heard a "ding" on the other side of the door.

Me :
So much for "NOT throwing me out"

Bear :
You're Jeongguk

Me :
Yes

Bear :
Omg
You're Jeongguk
Omg this whole time

Me :
I'm sorry :(

Bear :
Omg
You lied to me

Me :
No?
You never asked if I was Jeongguk?

Bear :
But you could have TOLD ME
Omg and every time I talked about you
Omg
This is so embarassing fuck

Me :
No it's fine really :(

Bear :
No it's NOT
I can't fucking believe you

Me :
Ok can I be very honest right now?

Bear :
Yes fucking do that for a change.

Me :
It's been exactly a week since what I thought was a friend tried to abuse me
And like
I've been saying i'm fine to everyone who knows what happens
But like
I'm not
And I don't want to worry Jin or my mum so I try not to show it
But like
I kind of always want to cry?
Like seriously my heart just clench at the most random time because the memory plays in my head
Like focusing in class has been very fucking hard the past week
Even missed dance class cause I felt like shit
And Jin is being quite awesome
He stayed at my house every night
But I always let him fall asleep first cause I don't want him to know I cried myself to sleep a few times
And like I know i'm overreacting??
Cause he literally just kissed me
Like hello other people have experienced much worse and i'm just here having a breakdown about fucking nothing
It feels like I can't complain cause it was just a kiss??
Well not really
It was my first kiss lmao
But others have experienced rape?? Or like almost got murdered??? And i'm here not getting over a fucking kiss
I don't have the right to complain
Anyways my point is
I know I should have told you before
But can you just forget i'm Jeongguk for tonight
Cause you said you would hug me
And I can really use a hug right now
.
.
I'm guessing this is a no
Okay then
See you at school I guess

The door suddenly oppened and Jeongguk was engulfed in a tight hug. He relaxed right away and hugged Taehyung back.