Chapter Thirty

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Angel




After eight months of vacation , I am finally back in the Philippines. I went to the States to visit my parents and I just needed time to process everything that was happening in my life and now I'm back and I feel good.


I looked at Kingsley who's busy typing something on his laptop. Ito ang sumundo sa akin sa airport when I arrived in the country. Four days na din akong nandito at araw araw akong binibisita nito ever since naka uwi ako. I'm currently staying at my parents house now.



Kingsley: " Do you have plans going back to your condo? " He asked when finally natapos na ang kung ano mang ginagawa nito sa laptop niya.



Me: " Yep. Tomorrow I'll be back na sa condo and start working again because I'm starting to feel bored na. " Maikling sagot ko dito.



He didn't answer and he was just staring at me.



Me: " What? " Natatawang tanong ko sa kanya.



Kingsley : " And you don't have problem with that do you? " Seryosong tanong nito na nakakatitig pa din saakin.



Me: " Nope. "



Kingsley: " Are you ready to face him? " Parang nagdududang tanong niya.



Me: " Sure. " I shrugged. " No hard feelings. I said what I needed to say the last time I saw him. I guess yun lang siguro ang kulang kaya bitter ako noon." I laughed. " I love it when things stop bothering you, you know? Like a couple of months ago, I was totally bitter about so many things and now I'm like ' you know what? I don't even care ' . And that's a beautiful feeling. " Sabi ko at nginitian ito.



Kingsley: " Yung feeling na nakapag move on kana pero hindi naman kayo? " Nanunuksong tanong niya na inirapan ko lang. " But seriously, I'm just so proud of you honey " Parang maluha luhang sabi nito saakin.



Totoo iyon. I'm not mad of Justin anymore. I got to the point where I already felt tired of being sad. Tired of being upset over things not going as I planned, or things falling through for the worst. Tired of being confused, being indecisive, being angry, depress . Yun lang sigurong mga panahon na yon because wala kasing closure. Well.. It wasn't really a closure but at least nasabi ko sa kanya lahat ng gumugulo sakin noon. I feel genuinely happy now. Totoo talaga siguro ang sabi nila na 'time heals'.



Naglalakad at nagpa ikot ikot na kami sa mall nang may mapansin kaming parang may event. It's like there's some sort of mall show or something.

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