Crumbling

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Your POV:

I fell asleep.

I know today's a school day.

But I really don't care.

I clear off my desk and start making some changes.

I put the Stray Kids poster I took off the wall in the center of the desk. 

I go to my closed and pull and dig to find the few albums I own.

Only one album is from Stray Kids.

I really don't want to do this, but I have to.

I take my scissors and start cutting.

...

I have a bunch of pictures of Stray Kids' faces cut out.

"What am I gonna do with this you may ask?" I say aloud to myself.

"OMG I sound like a crazy person, I'm not gonna do that anymore." I say.

I transfer to my inner thoughts.

What am I gonna do with this, you may ask?

Make a vision board.

I grab some string from my craft box and cut a piece of it.

Time to make connections.

...

It was getting close to lunch time and decided that it would be best if I head to school now.

I can't be absent the whole day? Even though I just wrecked my perfect attendance in the morning classes. 

I make myself a sandwich and head to school.

My backpack is as heavy as I remember it.

Chalk full of books and notebooks.

All worth it for my Straight A's though.

I smile.

I enter the school doors and head to the cafeteria.

Outside I spot my two best friends, Cake and Nankiki at our spot.

Even if I don't have my family.....at least I have my friends.

"Hey guys!!!" I wave and then sit with them.

"What are you doing here." Cake said as more of a statement.

Nanmkiki closed her eyes and gathered her things.

Cake started to stand up too.

"Wait, where are you going????" I follow after them. "Aren't we going to eat lunch together now??"

"No." Nanmkiki looked me directly in the eyes.

I open my mouth to speak but am cut off my Cake.

"Go back to your other friends, you're not wanted here." Cake said coldly to me.

This was very off character for him.

"What other friends??? You guys are my only friends!!!" I speak out.

"No. We're not your friends anymore." Cake put his hand on Nanmiki's shoulder and guided them away.

"What!!" I just stood there in utter disbelief and shock.

"But... I..." I knew my words would never reach them. There were long gone and I was talking very quietly.

"What am I to do?" I held my hands close to me.

Everyone close to me doesn't like me anymore.

Everything around me is crumbling right before my eyes.

I fall on my knees with my stone cold face.

I can't cry anymore.

It's as if I've cried all the tears I have left in me.

There's nothing left of me to give.

I just sit there...

On the floor...

In utter shock....

That I've just lost everyone I've ever cared about. 

For absolutely no reason at all. 


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