Keeping It Up For The Cameras (James McVey/The Vamps)

Chapter 44

I let out a small sigh locking my apartment door knowing that I wouldn't be back there for a while. It seemed weird to know that I wouldn't be back in London for at least 3 months and I wasn't sure if I was happy about it or not. The pros to being out of London were I got to tour with Ed Sheeran who was my friend anyway and that would help my career, I got to do what I loved and I did need some space from the city and business. Cons to being out of London were, I loved London, Zoe wasn't a train ride away, everything out of London was foreign to me and the small factor that was James was going to return here two months before me which meant I wasn't really going to have a chance to tell him the 

The problem was I was very much undecided now about how I felt about a lot of things, to be honest I was confused due to the fact I over think a ton of things. After carrying my suitcase down what seemed to be a thousand flights of stairs I reached my taxi which had probably been there for too long meaning the driver didn't bother to help me and only grumbled when I sat in the back after telling him to go to Heathrow. I slouched slightly in my chair pulling my phone out of my pocket clicking on twitter before scrolling through my feed for a while.

Holly Parker (HollyParker)

Going back to America for the Multiply tour to support @edsheeran nervous, excited and freaking out.

I looked down at my phone before pressing send on the tweet smiling faintly before looking out the taxi window taking in the last views of London as I tapped my thumbs on the locked screen of my phone feeling slightly nervous and impatient and I started this new chapter. A new me.