I'll Love You for Another Thousand Years

Another Alternate Universe

"Love is, when you look at the person, and you knew right away that both of your hearts follows the same beat."

I've never really understood what my Mom meant with that quotation. I don't even know if she had really found love with my Dad.

Cause I can clearly see how she suffered all throughout her marriage.

It was then I started asking myself if that's what love is.

Pain.

Torture.

Suffering.

Cause that's what I see everyday.

I hate my Dad for hurting my Mom.

I hate how my Mom stayed with him even if she's hurting.

I hate how my Mom refused to go on with her life because of the too much pain my Dad has caused her.

I hate the fact that my Mom believed in love and yet, it's the reason why she's gone.

I have decided.

I will live all by myself.

And I will not let anyone ruin my life just because of the love and the beat that my Mom had once believed in.

I refuse to love someone like my Dad.

I refuse to love anyone except for myself.