Secret | Jinkook ✔️

Two

Seokjin's Pov:

"We need to start standing up for ourselves; I am tired of them thinking they are hot shit when they are not!." Jimin screamed as we walked home.

"Jimin, can we not talk about them, please." We were invisible; there is nothing we can ever do to change that.

Jimin stopped walking and turned to look at me, "you are pregnant, having a baby, we cannot be subjected to their bullying anymore, what if when that asshole pushed you something happened to the baby? This is not right Jin, we have allowed them to treat us like shit since elementary, we can't keep allowing it now. We are going to college soon, are you telling me as someone who is going to be a parent, you are going to allow them to keep doing this to us?"

I sighed, Jimin was always a little braver than I was, I understood his worries and concerns, but I just wanted to graduate, I even think maybe I can do online school for the rest of our high school year.

"I get it, but I don't want to talk about this right now."

"Do you want to talk about the baby's dad then? I can help you pull up the student roster list at Daegu High School; you know I know someone who has connections. Do you remember his name, what he looks like? Do you have his number?"

"H-he doesn't want to be a parent," I told Jimin and walked off.

"What do you mean? Did he tell you that? What's his name?" Jimin pulled at my hand and turned me to face him.

I looked down at the concrete sidewalk, "he didn't tell me anything, I just know it, and it was an accident-"

"When did sex become an accident?" Jimin looked at me, confused.

I pulled my hand from him and pressed it against my stomach, "I-I think my belly hurts."

"No, it doesn't you are trying to get out of us having this conversation."

"Jimin, I don't want to talk about this on the sidewalk. I don't know the father, nor do I want to talk about him; he does not want a child either. It's already hard that I am pregnant, but you and my mom wanting to know all this information is even harder for me. C-can't you see I am having a hard time right now! I had sex with someone who does not even care about me, sure as hell don't want a baby either, and that's all you guys want to focus on? Please, if you are going to be there for me, can we not talk about who the father is, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

I did not wait for him to respond to me as I walked away. His questions made me realize just how much I didn't want to go to school anymore, either because I am sure everyone was going to ask me all the same questions too. Soon, I will be known as the nerd who got knocked up with no baby daddy.

*****

"Son, your mom is distraught right now. Can you please tell us who the father is? Were you raped, did someone-"

I pushed my dinner plate away and stood up, "I was not raped. And I don't remember him! Okay! If mom is worried, worry about me and not who the stupid guy is! Do you know how hard this is for me right now? I am pregnant, and in high school, can't you do something and helped me to get online classes rather than trying to figure out who the father is, why does it matter? I am the father, and it's my baby!" I stormed out of the dining room, not wanting to deal with my parents. I hated that everyone had the same dumb question. Why was it important?!

Grabbing some snacks from the kitchen, I made my way up to my room. Making sure to close my door so either one of them couldn't annoy me, I changed into a t-shirt.

Looking into the mirror, I examined my stomach and sighed deeply, it wasn't big, big, but it was there was a visible bump. Apparently, I was having a girl too; my parents confirmed with the doctor after I had left.

My phone rang, pulling me from my thoughts. I looked at it and realized it was Jimin. I hesitated for a while but answered it.

"Hey."

"I am sorry." Jimin breathes out, and I took a seat on my bed.

"For?"

"I shouldn't have been so pushy earlier, and you are right. Who the father is doesn't matter. I should be focused on you, I was just so shocked by everything, so I am sorry if I got you upset."

I grabbed one of my pillows, placing it in my lap, pressing my elbow into it. "It's okay. Don't worry about it. I told my parents I want to do online school, but I don't know if the school will even approve of me for it."

"Oh, I don't know. I don't think you should run from our school because you are pregnant. Mia got pregnant last year, and she stayed until she had to have the baby. John did the same too, I-"

"I know, but that's them. It's not an immediate decision anyway for me. I still have to worry about other things, college, and everything."

"Well, I did some research, based on how far along you are, you will have the baby by March, which means we will still be in high school. You can finish up your finals after you have the baby, do some independent studies, I will help and by August you will be ready to start college. My mom said she could help with a small loan of a couple thousand so I can maybe pay for a babysitter for you, and then, we can alternate with watching the baby if one of us has to study for a major exam."

I felt like crying listening to Jimin; he always took on my problems as if they were his own. "N-no, you don't have to do that. I have money from my grandfather that I can use. I know my parents will be able to help, but I think after I have the baby, I s-should maybe move out. I don't want to be depended on them either."

"I want to help, and maybe we can move in together, that's even better, I can help more. It will help if you don't take this on by yourself. You are my best friend in the entire world, and I know you would do anything for me."

I couldn't help but cry as Jimin spoke, he was right. He is my best friend, and as my best friend, he should know the truth too. However, that's something I couldn't bring myself to tell him.

It would cause too many problems, plus he and his cousin already lived like enemies. I didn't want to make their relationship worst than it already was.