Secret | Jinkook ✔️

Twenty-Three

Jungkook watched impatiently as the waiter placed his and Namjoon's food on the table. He asked Namjoon to join him for lunch as he needed some advice from him, but Namjoon refused to start a conversation with him until he got his food.

Smiling that he had received his food, Namjoon looked across at Jungkook, who was staring at him. "Alright, now that I got my food, what's up?"

"I like Jin, and he wants me to prove it to him because he doesn't want to believe me that I do. What do I do? How did you get Hoseok to agree to be with you?"

Namjoon ate a couple of his fries and while looking at Jungkook. "Why doesn't he believe you?"

A sigh leaves Jungkook, "I messed up before."

"Can you be specific though, messed up how?" Namjoon was curious; he nor his husband could figure out the deal with Jungkook and Jin, so he wanted to get some details.

"It's a long story, not something I want to talk about, but since then, he kind of lost trust in me."

"Was this before or after he got pregnant?"

"It was maybe a year before."

Namjoon was now staring at Jungkook, confused, "he doesn't trust you, but you have a daughter together?"

Jungkook sighed, "what we have is complicated. Jin likes me, I like him too, but I don't know. He doesn't trust me, saying I like him, but I do. I am trying to prove it to him now, but he is going out with this other guy now, saying he won't give me a chance until he sees my actions. I have been trying my best for two weeks now to show him I care. I haven't been to any parties or even stay out late, but he does not seem to notice any of it, and I am frustrated."

"I can tell it's complicated, not even Hoseok, and I understand what goes on with you two. The two of you are so young, are you sure you like Jin? You know because you have a child together, you don't have to be together; what's important is you being there for your daughter-"

"No offense, but I already know this, and of course, I am sure I like him."

"Listen, kid; If you are sure, you would know what to do. I married Hoseok because I knew I couldn't be without him. When we were dating, I dedicated my time to him, showing him he was important in my life. While we were in college, I stayed away from the drama that would make him think badly of me. I tried learning about him and understanding what made him happy to do those things often for him. Of course, we had our bad times, but we worked through those together; I always assured him I was there to stay and never once gave him a reason to doubt me. If you like Jin, you will be doing these things, well that's if he is important to you.

I don't know if either of you at your age understands what it means to like someone or be in love sincerely. I know Jin, he is sensitive and takes things seriously, and he is a brat. He told me once he could make Hoseok leave me if I wasn't nice to him. I thought he was joking, but it turns out he was serious; Hoseok told me a few days later he was worried Jin wouldn't like me. When I asked what would've happened if he didn't, he told me we would have to break up because Jin is very important to him. From that day on, I do my best to never get into Jin's way, and when Hoseok says anything about him, I agree even when I don't."

Jungkook understood a lot of what Namjoon was saying, and he gained an understanding of something new that he might have been doing wrong. However, Namjoon was spot on for him about Jin. "He is sensitive and definitely a brat. I have suffered somethings because of him, but he plays it so well no one second guess him ever. Yet when I do something in return, I am the monster, it messes with my mind because I always want to get back at him for it, and then things go south from there. Like when we have-" Jungkook stopped as he realizes what he was going to tell Namjoon. "Umm, something happened with us, and right after, he takes to ignoring me, pretending you know like nothing happened and I don't understand it, but I guess you are right if I like him, I will know what to do. I will work on things for him and me. I always liked Jin, still do; we are young, but if nothing I am confident in is that he is the only one I have ever given a second thought to."

Namjoon and Jungkook stayed together talking some more, and Jungkook realized somethings he wasn't willing to admit before talking to Namjoon, things he would try to work on.

*******

Two days later

Jin curled up in bed, not feeling in the mood to leave his bed. Sunghee was crying, and he wanted to get up and get her, but he was feeling sick and out of it. Tears ran down his face, and he buried his face into the pillow.

Jungkook walked into their room, heading straight to their daughter, and picked her up. She stopped crying as soon as he held her in his arms. "You could have picked her up-" He stopped talking as Jin gets out of bed and runs off to the bathroom. He walked to the bathroom door upon hearing Jin vomit. He sighs and shakes his head, he had been telling Jin to go to the doctor, but he kept being stubborn and ignoring his recommendation.

"Do you want me to take you to the doctor?" Jungkook offered as Jin stood up and flushed the toilet. Jin's eyes were red; he wasn't sure if it was because he was vomiting or if he had been crying.

Jin leans down to the trash can and takes out something throwing it towards Jungkook, "why, so they can confirm this even more?"

Jungkook eyes widen as he stared at the pregnancy test on the floor. "Y-you are pregnant?"

Jin didn't say anything as he leans against the bathroom sink, tears running down his face. He had taken many pregnancy tests over the last couple of days, and none came out as negative. After his times with Jaehyun, it clicked for him that he and Jungkook never used condoms; he had become nervous after realizing this but pushed the thought away until he started feeling unwell more and more every day for the past week.

Jungkook looked at their daughter and then at Jin; he could tell Jin was worried; not knowing what to do, he walks over to Jin and pulls him close to him, hugging him. "We will figure this out."

"Our parents, t-they, are going to be so disappointed." Jin lets out through his tears.

"I know, but let's not focus on that right now." As Jungkook said those words, he realized the way they were living life couldn't continue. He had to start taking more responsibility for his family, no matter what their age was.

"S-should I get an abortion?" Jin asked, pulling away and stares at Jungkook; he wasn't sure what he was supposed to do.

Jungkook sighed, "Is that something you want?"

Jin shook his head, "I don't think I can do that."

"Then don't, we will figure this out; I promise, I will be here, I won't leave you alone with this."

"I can't do this alone, Jungkook," Jin spoke honestly as he stares at Jungkook, his emotions pouring out.

Jungkook pulls him back to him, "you won't, we will do it together." he kisses Jin's forehead and then whispered, "it's also time for you to end things with that guy."

*****

A/N: Sighs. I can't tell you how much teenage pregnancy I saw while in high school. This is a fanfic, my creative thoughts in writing, but please, if you are not ready for a baby, practice using protection to not only prevent pregnancy but the various sexually transmitted infections around. 

Anyway, I hope these two can figure their crap out cause I am tired of their nonsense.