Yess, you guessed it, the title is also from the raplines tear😁, onto the chapter 🤗
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You're my star kiara
I breathe in, wrapping my arms around myself.
The palace was quiet, everyone probably asleep or in their quarters and my feet had carried me here,
The same place I had spent countless nights with the emperor looking up at the stars,
The memories prick at my heart till it feels like I can't breathe, but they're memories I'll never trade.
I think about alot, about how I need to talk to azumi and tera about him, even if it's hard, about how I need to see him.
How the ache in my chest will drown me eventually If I don't do something about it, if I run away again.
"who's there?" a very familiar voice calls out
It's immediate how my body locks up, how my heart rate picks up, how I'm hit with a thousand emotions but can only recognize increasing panic
I know that voice, I'll know that voice anywhere.
He's here, why is he here?
Is the first thing I think too scared to turn back and see the person I had spent years thinking about.
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I stand a few feet away from the person sitted at the edge of the clearing, eyes narrowedI come here most nights when I can't sleep, even if everything here reminds me of her and it hurts, but I always find myself back here, looking up at the stars and wondering if the night can tell how empty I feel.
Nobody else ever comes here,
especially not at this time of the night, and seeing a place I know meant something to me being invaded by a stranger, someone who's not her makes me instantly defensive.
A voice in my head tells me it still does mean something to me but I ignore it.
The stranger is covered in shadows and my defenses are on, whoever this is still hasn't said a word and I was growing wary.
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I breathe in, clenching my fists tightly, enough to dig into my palms, my flight and flee function begs to kick in,But he's there, he's right there, a few feet away from me from the first time in 4 years, something I never dreamt could happen,
The man I'm still in love with, the man I've missed for what feels like an eternity, the man I hurt, who didn't deserve that from me is right here and I can't run anymore.
I breathe in shakily, before standing up and walking towards him, heart in my throat.
I come into the light, a few feet away from him, finally seeing his face and the breath gets knocked out of my lungs,
The back of my eyes burn and I physically have to stop myself from sobbing
He's dressed in plain but fitting clothes, his hair is longer, eyes still so beautiful and intense.
I notice the bags underneath his eyes and my heart hurts, he looks older, more grown into himself and it feels like I'll start crying anytime soon from how happy I am to see him, but also because of how terrified I am.
His eyes widen and he takes a step back.
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It's a dreamIt has to be a dream
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A Dance Of Blades and Hearts
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