In The Name Of Love | ✔

Chapter 23

Flashes.

Memories.

The past unfolding.

I stood there face blank.

Staring at the wall.

Doing the "ifs" in my brain.

What if that accident never happened?

Would we be happy?

Together?

What if I never saw my dad?

Would we live happily?

Would we live together?

What if my brother was?

Why?

What if I never met theo?

Would I be like this?

Would I be here?

Would I ever met him?

Ever talked to him?

Known him?

All these questions were there.

Answers unknown.

Blake left after that.

His vacation was over.

He promised he would visit us soon and stay longer.

I want to live with him.

He has a girlfriend and a job he needs.

He has his life and I have mine.

He need to move on and forget.

Start a new one like this one.

He hugged us goodbye and left.

Part of me didnt want to leave him but the other part of me wanted him to be happy with his new life.

Mom and dad wohdl be so happy for us.

For what we have become.

There is part of me where I never told anyone.

Not even anyone.

Kept it to myself.

Not even freinds.

Too weird.

I wasnt safe back then.

My childhood was the worst and it is time I let it go.

But it comes back.

Like its attached.

Flashing me.

Giving me.

Telling me.

After he left theo stayed with me.

I was like a person experiencing a shock.

Theo would stay with me for long and do his work here.

Not wanting to leave me alone.

The days with blake were fun.

We all took pictures.

Together because we were a family.

Frames were changed in my room and everywhere.

The days we all took pictures.

Theos mom me and theo also.

He had a room for pictures.

Not albums.