- SouthPark high -

Ch.38

Ah fuck.

I didn't expect her to see that encounter with Micheal.
Especially when he gave me a smooch on the cheek.
I'm currently making eye contact with Eli.
I sighed a bit and I gave her a bruh face.
"Why are you still calling me Eli?" -.-
She raises a brow and sits across from me.
"Well I can't call you by your real name around others."
I raise a brow at that & I look around.
There's just a few couples and adults around doing their own thing.
"I guess..." I said as I slightly sweat dropped.

"So I'm guessing he is the reason you're meeting with me late?" Eli says with a smirk.
"Yeah sorry about that.." I look around a bit and I see Tweeks dad at the cashier.
"Doesn't matter, but who would have guessed you're into goth boys....especially Micheal " Eli says with a playful look on her face.
I shift my gaze to her with a slightly raised eyebrow.
"Well I did skip when them later today and we all went to Starks pond and just chilled."
I put my chin in my hand and leaned on my elbow.
"But I don't know.." I let my gaze shift over to the nice looking glass table.
Eli's eyes furrowed in confusion.
"Hey.."
I look up at her.
"Are you alright?"
Am I?
I honestly don't know.
I just feel mentally drained.
I sighed a bit and stretch my arms out.
"Yeah Im good, It's just been a long fucking day."
Eli smiles at me slightly.
"Yeah I hear you and also smell you because damn you smell like death and cigs."
I laugh at that and feel my self feeling lighter.
"Bruh how can I smell like death?"
Eli shrugs and smirks.
"You've been hanging with the Gothies what can I say."
"You act like they do rituals or sum shit."
I pause and just say—
"Never mind."
Eli and I give each other the same look and we both just laugh.

We were talking for a while until we hear our waiter.
"H-here you g-go m-mams s-sorry for the wait."
I look up and see Tweek.
He is wearing the signature work  uniform and he has a slight blush on his face.
'Wow he's so adorable ahhhh.'
I suddenly feel giddiness swell in me but I try to conceal it.
I see two coffees placed on his tray and watch how his hand slightly shakes.
"H-here is the—-Eep!!"
I hear Tweek let out a meeep sound and I turn to see he is staring at me with red cheeks.
He immediately stiffened and looked down on the floor nervously.
I probably traumatized him with my past actions so I don't blame him.
I smile slightly and feel a bit guilty...he probably doesn't like me.
I sigh and push my coffee cup towards me.
I look down at the coffee and see my reflection in the dark brown liquid.
'I don't even like looking at myself.'
I look out the window and gaze at the interesting cement pavement trying to escape my thoughts.
"U-Um E-Enjoy your coffee E-Eli." I turn to him slowly in surprise he was still here.
His cheeks flared with red and he still hadn't made eye contact with me.
But the thought of him saying my name made me feel lighter inside.
I smiled widely at Tweek and winked at him.
"Thank you Tweek I appreciate it."
Tweek twitches rapidly but nods his head shyly at me and refused to make eye contact.
He leaves and heads to the back room for what I'm assuming is employees.
I feel Eli poking my arm rapidly.
"What was that??"
I look at her and laugh bashfully.
"Haha what you mean fam?"
She looks at me with plain dis belief.
"Wow you really are out here stealing hearts."
I groan out loud and bury my face in my arms on the tables.
"Stopppp it's not even like that!"
I lift my head up and and turn to look out the window.
"I don't get it either.."
I continue looking out the window finding the passing cars interesting.
"I just feel like everybody's lonely .."

Maybe I'm lonely.

After that, we just drank our coffees in silence for a bit.

After a while, I felt my phone vibrate on the table and I go to grab it. I open my messages and see a text from Stan.
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💙Stan: Hey Eli can we meet up?

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'He wants to meet up?'

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Reply Sent: yeah sure Stan when?