Taken

chapter 19~ that is exactly what i said

Lauren's pov:

Dead weight.

Dropped down.

I shot at him two times.
Jake was for sure dead.
Gone.
All my worries are gone.
Except the fact I just murdered someone.
Murdered,
Killed.

" what the fuc- is going, oh shit." Derek walks into the kitchen and sees jake bleeding from his chest.
Jason stands up and walks over to me.
" nice aim." He took the gun from me and put it on the counter.
" oh oh my god." I said as I started to shake.
" are you okay?" He asked as he held me and looked into my eyes.
" he's dead. It's over." I said as I hugged Jason.
" all over." He said as he held me tightly.
" stay here I need to see how's things are going and I'll have Ryan and Derek take care of him." Jason said as he kissed my lips quickly then walked out the room.

I sat on the kitchen table and just stared out the window.
Everything started to hit me. Jake and I first meeting. Jake asking me out to dinner. Jake meeting my mom. Jake coming to the wedding for my mom and Paul. Jake asking me to be his girlfriend. The first time we kissed. He took my virginity. Everything. And now the last time i will see him. Because I'm the one who killed him.
I was caught out of my daze when Jason's phone started to ring. I got up and walked over to it.
It said " Britney." I'm pretty sure that's his sister...
Should I answer¿?

Yeah.

It's not like he can get mad at me.
Cause he doesn't.
" hello."
" hi is Jason there?" She sounded worried.
" no this is his girlfriend. He is busy right now. Can I leave a message?"
I asked politely.
" yeah can you please tell him to call mom. As soon as possible. And when does little Jason have a girlfriend?" She sounded impressed.
" haha for a while. I can't believe he didn't tell you." I said smiling and walking around.
" yeah well we don't talk that much... I'm his older sister Britney." She said.
" my names Lauren. Oh here's Jason." I said as Jason walked in.
" who's that?" He asked confused.
" your sister." I said handing him the phone.
" oh great." He smiled sarcastically and took the phone.
" hello?" He asked smartly.
" damn." I walked out the room passing the huge amount of blood on the floor, and going in the living room where Jessica, Ariana, and Alex were.
" where did Derek, Ryan, and Brandon go?" I asked as I sat next to Ariana.
They all just stared at me in shock.
" did I do something?" I asked looking around.
" are you okay?" Ariana asked feeling my forehead.
" yeah, why?" I asked confused.
" you just killed the leader of red hawk also known as your ex boyfriend, you're okay?" Jessica asked.
" I'm trying to get that off my head." I said as I sat crisscross.
" oh well that's good." Ariana said.
" oh my god Ariana!" I said as I completely just remembered she was back.
" I'm so happy you're okay!" I said hugging her.
" I've been back for a while now, I even saw you earlier, and you're now realizing I'm back?" She laughed.
" I've been busy." I said as I looked at the clock.
" it's 2 in the morning!" I said as i yawned.

" you should get some sleep." Ariana said as she stood up.
" what are you guys doing?" I asked as I stood up.
" I'm staying down here until Ryan comes back." Jessica says.
" I'm waiting for Brandon." Ariana said.
" oh okay, well night." I said as I waved to them and said bye.
As I walked to go up the stairs Jason met up with me. " hey." I said as I walked up the stairs with him.
" hi." He said tiredly.
" I'm so tired." I said as I went in the room with him.
" yeah me too." He said as he dropped on the bed.
" aren't you gonna change?" I laughed quietly.
" I can't move." He said as he laid perfectly still on the bed.
" fine." I changed into shorts and a tshirt and jumped on the bed next to him being careful of my wrist.
" seems like you have enough energy." Jason said as he sat up and moved under the covers.
" no I feel dead." I said as I did the same thing and faced him.
He closed his eyes.