Alpha Jordan

Chapter-9

Jade's POV

What did I do?

How can I?

Why did I?

I should not get attracted to him. I should not have kissed him like that. He may think that I still have feeling for him.

You have feelings for him. Don't lie to yourself.

My sub-consciousness yelled in my mind.

Okay I agree not just feelings I love him. But still I want to live my life not sit there and be beside him all the time like a toy under him arm.

 It feels like a cage when he doesn't let me out. I feel like a parrot in it. 

He is scared that something will happen to me. Nothing will happen. I can defend myself. i am not a school girl. I am 36 years old now.

I can't help but feel how good it felt to kiss him fully and I still feel the tingles. Thanks to Will otherwise we don't know what we would have done.

I miss him. I really do, but I myself want a life in which not just him, but also I should be in it. 

 After all these years when I turn around and see only he is there in it, I can't even see myself in it. I forgot who I am, What I am. It's like he is living my life too.

That's why I ran from him. To live life, to invent myself again. To discover what I am.

Everything was going good until he returned back.

After the kiss I went straight to dance school cause I was already late by then.

Mostly teens come there for salsa and western dance. There are still other dance styles being taught there.

As soon as I went I am greeted by Mary.

"Hey Jade, what's up, Late today? You don't like it when your students are late".

I don't like it when my students are late. Whatever their reasons maybe they should come on time.

See what you have done Jordan?

"Yeah. Personal reasons", I said and walked away quickly before she can ask another question,

I went straight to class and they are doing warm ups. They stopped as they saw me come.

"Good morning everyone. Sorry class I am late today. Okay let's start the western dance first".

 They all nodded and started doing it. They practiced for some time. I showed them some moves and corrected their mistakes.

After two hours or so everyone took break. I am tired too. Then after break everyone started dancing again. Soon it's afternoon.

"Okay class I want to announce you something, we are having a stage show that is to be performed soon in a month and I will be selecting the pair in a weak. So practice well". 

Their faces lit up as I said about competition. After that they left. From 2.00 P.M kids come to class and I jus love them. They are all so cute. They are all just 4-12 age kids. We all have a lot of fun.

Soon it was 5.00 P.M and the class is over. I took all my things  and left to go home.

As soon as I went home my eyes without my permission fell on the neighbours house. Their door is closed, maybe they went outside. Why would I care? But where might have he gone? 

And you say you don't care.

My sub-consciousness piped in.

I quickly disposed the thought and went inside my house and went directly into my room. I took a bath and went to the kitchen.