LAST EVE

oʍʇ ʇɹɐd oʇ ǝpnlɹǝʇuı

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𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕦𝕕𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕥𝕨𝕠

I was scared of what was happening. I was feeling a little different since our day together yesterday. I was anxious.

I was overthinking and I was confused.

I was waiting for him to call me and I hadn't even gotten an hour of sleep because I'd thought of him throughout the night and well into the morning. I seemed to have become completely infatuated with him which was not usually the case with me.

I wasn't able to keep a romantic relationship mentally and emotionally intact for longer than a day and a half. I couldn't seem to keep emotional attachments to men. They weren't that interesting to me.

Obviously this wasn't the case.

end of interlude to part two