My whole body was shaking - unable to undertsand and process what my parents just said.
"Inampon ka lang namin dahil sa kagustuhan ni Axcel. Nang manganak ako...s-sabi ng doctor hindi daw t-tumitibok ang puso ng anak at sobrang lungkot noon ni Axcel. I-isang araw nakita ka ni Axcel sa tapat ng bahay kaya tuwang tuwa sya at ayaw ka niyang ibalik kaya inampon ka namin, pero isang araw nasa park kayo para ipasyal ka kasama si Axcel at isang katulong."
"May Van na biglang huminto at ikaw dapat ang kukunin pero niligtas ka nya...tinulak ka nya papalapit sa katulong kaya sya ang nakuha." He paused for a moment and I can feel her sorrow form a far.
After a minute she spoke again, "After a week may natagpuan na bata na nakalagay sa-sa bag, he was murdered brutally. We ran a DNA for him, only confirming t-that - it was him."
She explains while her tears cascade down to her cheeks. She walks towards me and grab my hair - I am afraid that my baby will be harm.
"This is all your fault! if it wasn't because of you he must be with us today, if it wasn't because of you he might be here! He might not be murdered brutally! Y-you are supposed to be at his place - not him. My poor son. You harm him and that's why we are afraid to let Amber be near at you."
"Mommy-"
"DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT! Dahil hindi kita Anak; You are the blacksheep of this family get out!! At Isama mo yang bastardo mong anak!! DON'T EVER THINK OF COMING BACK!" saka nya ako sinabunutan papalabas.
"Mommy" napatigil lamang kami ng biglang umiyak si Amber.
"Amber pumasok ka sa loob at matulog kana" Ani Daddy saka sya hinila papasok pero hindi sya nagpaawat tumakbo sya saakin at niyakap ako, dahilan para mapaluhod ako.
"Ate, 'wag mo akong iwan." habang humahagulgol pero hinila na sya ni Daddy at pinasok sa loob.
"What are you waiting for? Get lost, Isama mo na lahat ng amalasan ng pamilyang 'to!" Mommy said in anger kaya tinawagan ko sila Sunny.
"Spring? Bakit may kailangan ka?" inaantok nasabi nya.
"I'm sorry sa storbo S-sky pero pwede mo ba akong sunduin sa street malapit sa amin? Please ka-kailangan ko lang ng tulong mo." nanginginig na sabi ko habang umiiyak.
"Bakit anong nangyari? Sige papunta na ako diyan" after a minute of waiting she finally arrived.
"S-spring?" naawang sabi nya saka niyakap ako. I don't I feel numb.
"Sunny ba-bakit ganon? Bakit ang malas ko? Masama ba ako kaya ganito ang buhay ko? Ang sakit sakit kasi eh." umiiyak na tanong ko.
"Shhhhhh...come at my place." saka nya ako tinulungan sumakay at hanggang sa makarating at makapasok kami sa condo nya umiiyak parin ako. I just cant help...I don't why I have to be at this situation.
"Here...drink this para hindi ka ma-dehydrate." saka sya umupo sa kama, kinuwento ko naman sakanya ang lahat ng nangyari.
"It's okay pero...hindi mo ba sasabihin kay Vincent to?" masakit mang aminin pero muka naman syang walang pakialam.
"Ayoko ko kasing makitang malungkot sya...maslalo lang akong masasaktan, okay ng ako nalang."
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The Girl In her Dark Life
RomanceSpring is smart and lovely but she never felt loved by her family and considered an outcast. All she wants is to be happy and she found it to Vincent. But what if someone wants their lives be ruined? Will they fight for their love nor they will let...
