Note: it's written in Taglish
Title: ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɪs ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ɢᴏ
𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐤𝐞'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
I'm here today waiting for P'Ohm, my boyfriend, he's also my best friend's ex. I didn't steal him from my bestfriend. I just comforted Ohm when they broke up.
I liked him first but he liked my bestfriend so I decided to let them be together.
The time when they broke up, hindi ko intensyon na mapasakin si Ohm. Gusto ko lang na i-comfort siya.
I tried to hide and stop my feelings for him as I am afraid of what my bestfriend would feel.
Sinubukan kong lumayo pero,
"Fluke, will you be my boyfriend?"
"P-pero pano–"
" Please Fluke, gusto ko lang makalimot" Ohm pleaded me
Para kay Ohm ay sumang-ayon ako. Hindi ko naman akalain na mas mahuhulog ako sakanya.
Days, weeks, and months have passed. We became happy to be together, and it seems that Ohm already forgot about my bestfriend. Or so I thought.
Nandito ako ngayon sa isang café hinihintay si Ohm, but what I saw is different.
He is with someone. He is with my bestfriend.
"Ohm?" Nagtatakang tanong ko.
"F-fluke, s-sorry," Sabi niya sa akin.
"W-why?" My voice cracked as I tried to stop my tears from flowing.
"We made up, Fluke" My bestfriend said.
"Can we talk with just the two of us?" Ohm asked me. I nodded.
We went far from my bestfriend.
"Fluke, sorry, but lahat ng nangyari noon ay misunderstanding lang namin, sana maunawaan mo" Paliwanag niya sakin.
Hindi na ako umimik at hinayaan ko nalang siyang magsalita.
"I'm sorry Fluke, pero siya padin ang mahal ko"
After all these time, I knew I shouldn't have fooled myself that he loves me even though Ohm is clearly showing signs that I'm really not who he loves.
Magpakatanga lang ako kahit na alam ko namang hindi niya ako matututunan na mahalin ako ng totoo.
Pero masaya ako para sa kanila na nagkabalikan na sila.
"Take care of your boyfriend, sis, don't split up again okay?" I smiled sweetly at them before leaving the both of them.
Masakit pero wala akong magagawa.
Because 'part of loving you is letting go.'
