No strings attached

Part nineteen

The jet ride home you just sit quietly on the back, the whole team was asleep but you couldn't. You see Hotch walk up to you and you look away hoping he leaves you alone but he sits by your side.

"Are you sure you're alright?" he quickly adds, almost as if he was defending himself "I'm just worrying about my agent." His eyes stare deep into yours

"I'll be fine once I sleep" you joke

"Here" he places an arm around you and involuntarily you lean onto him letting yourself drift off to sleep. What you didn't see was that Aaron grabbed a blanket to put on top of you and placed a kiss on your forehead. And what he didn't see was that Emily was still awake.

You arrived at the BAU Friday morning and since no new cases popped up, the team was granted a long weekend.

"Can I come over?" Emily asks you before you finish organizing your desk you don't really want to face Emily alone since you have a feeling she'll pressure you to talk about Hotch.

"Anyone wanna grab lunch?" Derek asks before you can answer

"Emily is coming over, do you want to join?" you say "I'll cook us something" Reid, JJ and Rossi heard you talk so you invite the whole team, not that you minded. You loved cooking, especially if it wasn't for you to eat alone.

You were going to make pasta but since you weren't looking to compete with Rossi you settle for a risotto instead

"I've got wine" the Italian says walking through the door and everyone cheers, JJ was helping you out in the kitchen while everyone just talked in the living room. You all ate and joked around Emily insisted to do the dishes and she dragged Hotch to help her.

"Hotch I'm just going to ask you once and you will answer me. Are you and y/n sleeping together?" he shook his head "don't lie to me. I saw your little romcom stunt with her back in Ashville, and then again in the jet"

"We're not sleeping together Emily." She raises an eyebrow "at least not anymore I think." He whispers the last part thinking Prentiss wouldn't hear

"How about Katrina?" is the first thing you hear as you enter the kitchen, they both look at you "I'll be right back" she leaves you and him alone

"Aaron, what does Prentiss know that I don't?" you walk closer to him "tell me"

"She walked in on us" you almost punch him in the face "look, I am sorry. I could come here about how it wasn't my fault and she kissed me but" he pauses, you recognize the look in his eyes, the same one he showed you the day he kissed you after diner. "I am sorry"

You try and decide if you want to kiss him or slap him but luckily Spencer calls you to say he's leaving. After him, the others also leave, all of them except Aaron, at this point, you seriously consider running away from your own house.

"Please don't tell me to leave" he says almost as if reading your thoughts "Can you please talk to me?" you sit on your couch without saying a word

"What can I say Aaron? You beg me to let you in again but every time I consider it, you do something to push me away once again. The past week all you did was let that woman throw herself at you making the whole team uncomfortable but to be honest I did not think you'd be as stupid as to fuck her in your office." You feel your eyes water "I don't understand you. I have no clue what you want or how you feel."

"How I feel? How about you? Have you ever made anything clear?" he sits by your side "because I remember trying to tell you and you saying you didn't want to hear it. Why?"

"Because it doesn't make sense" you start crying

"What doesn't make sense?"

"You and me. This"

"Y/n I love you. Ever since the day I met you I couldn't stop thinking about you, you never fail to amaze me, even after a long day in the field you are the most gorgeous woman in the world, you are kind and smart and it was a mistake you let you down. But I won't let you go easily." He uses his thumb to brush away your tears as he speaks.

"I love you too Aaron. But we don't work out together and" he cuts you off with a kiss, it was soft and gentle

"I'm sorry if I hurt you before, we can make this work, I promise you." He kisses you again and in that moment you give in, you wanted him more than anything in this world, you wrap your arms around him and pull him close almost as if your bodies were one.

And you just stay like that, leaning against Hotch's chest, paying attention to his heartbeat with your eyes closed. At that moment there was nothing else, just you and him in a perfect situation.

He kisses the top of your head and you shift positions so you can kiss him, putting all your passion into the kiss and sitting on top of him. He pulls removes your shirt leaving kisses all over you neck and chest, as he starts sucking on you neck you pull away.

"Can you please go easy on the hickeys" he smirks

"I love to see them" he says, and leans back to kiss you

"Yeah but I'm the one who has to explain them. Besides last thing I told the team is that I don't have a boyfriend."

"Now you do" fuck that sentence made you euphoric, leaning into the kiss the passion evolves into lust and desire, your hands working to remove his tie and shirt tossing them somewhere around your living room. Hotch's hands on your back quickly unclasp your bra and he sits up in order to have a better access to your breasts, he pinches one with his fingers while sucking on the other one and as he does that you wonder if he knows how much that turns you on.

You moan slightly, feeling a puddle already forming between your thighs you consider moving this to the bedroom but you don't want to wait, you want Aaron now. You get up kicking off your pants and underwear to the floor and he does the same, letting his very hard cock out you just watch him for a moment before he pulls you onto the couch so you could straddle him. He grinds against your core and you moan in pleasure, everything he did made you feel like heaven.

You align him with your entrance and he slowly enters you, giving it a second before you two can adjust to the size and placing his hands on your hips gripping them hard. He sets the pace, it was slow but rough thrusting deep into you eyes locked with each other's as you moan his name, strongly slamming your hips into his.

As he increases the speed the same happens with your screams, getting louder with every thrust. He keeps going and you feel your orgasm start to build up, you feel it coming slowly but once it hits you, it's like no other one. You cry out as your eyes roll deeply into the back of your head, your legs shake and your walls tighten. Aaron doesn't stop his movements, making you last longer, he grunts and moans as he also reaches his edge filling you.

He picks you up and brings you to the bedroom, you were so tired. It was impressive that each time with Hotch the sex got better, it was also interesting that this was the first time you came with penetration only. You climb on the bed nested in Aaron's arms and decide to take a quick nap.