Talking to Tom

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The tv goes black and its asks 'you still watching?' I look around for the remote. I can't move much or I will wake Tom, it must under Tom.

"Tom..."

I whipser and he doesn't wake up, I kinda poke him

"tom?...."

nothing. I try and get up to find it and I must of put to much pressure on Tom,

"claire?..."

I look at him

"yes, sorry I need to find the remote."

he reaches to his side and holds up the remote,

"oh, well thanks"

I laugh

"yea maybe we should get up and eat?"

I stand up and reach my hand out to grab his. We walk to kitchen and start cooking spaghetti, and eat it at the table. Since it about 6 we decided to go for a drive and look around.

We get home around 8:45, and I need to take a shower

"Tom I'm gonna take a shower!"

He sitting and watching tv in the livingroom

"wait I'll join you!"

He runs in with his clothes almost off already

"I'm here!"

I laugh at him. We get in and its kinda awkward even though we have done this before,

"so..."

Tom looks at me

"can we maybe have some fun?"

I'm confused

"Tom we have been for the last 24 hours aren't you tired?"

He opens his eyes wide

"no? You maybe but not me"

he laughs.

"How funny, but really I need to take a shower."

his smirk goes away

"I'm sorry Tom I enjoy the affection very much, but I need to actually take a shower."

he kisses me on the cheek

"your right I'll just get out and do stuff later."

it makes me sad how his smile can fade so easily, I really do need to take a shower though. When I get out I put on Toms sweatshirt and some loose shorts, I walk out of the bedroom and find Tom laying on the couch.

"I'm done!" 

he looks up at me and then looks right back to the tv

"hm"

I walk over and sit on his lap

"so what do you wanna do?"

he grabs the remote and turns off the tv. He stares me in the eyes

"sleep"

with no expression at all he gets up and walks to the bedroom. I walk in after him and we fall asleep.

I wake up with a terrible stomachache, while Tom gets dressed I lay in bed until it hits me I run to the bathroom and start throwing up. Tom runs in after me and well stays there to help me up, I don't know if I was just so stressed or it was something else.

Me and Tom stay on the couch all day and just go to bed around 8.

When I wake up the next morning I feel dizzy and head to the kitchen to get a glass of water and suddenly my vision goes black and I fall to the ground.