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this chapter includes self harm!!! ill
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Louis' POV
Harry was on top of me, breathing heavy. It was so attractive. "Louis, love me like you would her." Harry whispered in my ear. I held my head up, locking lips with Harry. He pulled away. "Whats wrong?" I asked. "Nothing, just kiss me again, just so I know you can." Harry said. I pulled him down by his necklace so his chest was on mine. We kissed, and electrifying kiss, a kiss that was magical. I heard an odd sound, that wasn't Harry, or his moans. "What was that?" I asked Harry. "What?" he asked. "That sound." I asked, he didn't seem to hear me, all the sudden, I woke up to Eleanor. "Good morning Louis." Eleanor smiled and giggles. "Good morning." I said rolling my eyes. I wish I could tell her that I like Harry, I lost interest, I'm sorry. I'm so depressed. I don't know what to do.
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E-cigs don't work and I'm not going back to cigarettes. I stood up and pushed past Eleanor. I ran downstairs, and I collapsed. I started crying. I don't know why, I just need an escape. I'm so tired of all this shit. I want everything to go back to normal, or change completely. Either stay the way it is, or let me and Harry move to a little house in Florida by the ocean together. Please. I grabbed a knife in the mix of this all. I looked at it for about 5 seconds, and I did it. I cut myself. I was crying when the I cut the first deep cut, and I kept going. I had about seven when I was done. When I was all done I kept crying and I through the knife in the sink. I was still in my sweats, so I ran outside and jumped into my car. I texted Harry.
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I don't know where I'm going, I want to get away from everything. One clue is somewhere I've always wanted to go.
Thats it, I sent the text, then turned my phone off. I was alone. Sad, depressed, and alone.
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this is really sad I just was listening to a really sad song soooo, I'm sorry. I'll write more later. I'm sorry there was just a lot going on in my life so I couldn't update.
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