Scalding Love| Tiktok BxB Oneshots

Corpse Husband💧

"Trapdoor -Twenty One Pilots"

He wakes up early today                                                                                                Throws on a mask that will alter his face

Everyday he wears a mask. No one knows who he is, his followers don't know who he is. He could walk outside perfectly fine without it, but his twisted dysmorphia won't let him live a normal life

Nobody knows his real name
But now he just uses one he saw on a grave

Obviously his family and VERY close friends know his real name. But his family doesn't know that he's online, that he's Corpse....that he's successful. His followers don't know his real name, thats too personal for them to know. Most of his friends haven't even seen his face, let alone know his name. Its too much for him.

And he pretends he's okay, but you should see, oh
Him in bed late at night, he's petrified

Everyone knows that he's chronically ill, its one of the few things he's open about. But he pretends that he's okay, obviously he complains about the medical system but other than that he tends to keep the rest of his issues to himself. Why bother anyone with what's happening to him. He has insomnia, he rarely sleeps. If he finally falls asleep he never dreams, ever. Always nightmares.

He used to see dreams at night
But now he's just watching the backs of his eyes

He has aphantasia (idk if he does irl). He can't see images in his head, making his ability to dream limited. He sees darkness, the blacks of his eyes, and words weave through his head. He can't see what he's thinking about but it makes it even more real.

He pretends he's okay, but you should see
Him in bed late at night, he's petrified

He has horrible nightmares when he falls asleep. The most reoccurring one is when he's out in public, someone comes by and pulls off his mask. Then someone recognizes him, somehow. Everyone turns and looks at him and snaps pictures and posts them where he's then bullied for his appearance, his biggest weakness. Realistically, it won't happen, but it makes him all the more scared of public places.

Take me out and finish this waste of a life                                       Everyone gather around for a show                                                                       Watch as this man disappears as we know                                                     Do me a favor and try to ignore                                                                               As you watch him fall through a bleeding trapdoor

Sometimes he wishes he was dead. It'd make it easier on everyone. He felt like it wasn't worth living some days. Sinking money down the drain as he tried to get ways to make each of his illnesses more tollerable. It felt useless to even try because he was paying out of pocket now and still wasn't getting any answers or solutions.

But he has fans, people who look up to him, people who say that he helps to cure their depression. He makes peoples days, so he sticks around. The fact that he's helping out others is enough to keep him alive. The fact that he finally made some good friends who don't mind that he's inside his head a lot, friends that ease up his nerves and make him more outgoing and a better person.

He wouldn't be falling through a trapdoor to death anytime soon, at least not out of his own will.

650 words. I'm so sorry that it took me so long to get this chapter out and that it's this short but im losing motivation in writing about tiktok boys because they're all so problematic.

If anything I wanna start a bts and day6 oneshot book because im more interested in them.