Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 1

dejuane and y/n we're doing so good until one night he came home shit faced drunk not thinking anyone was home and he was being loud and went in his old room and later y/n got up rubbing her belly talking to the baby then she went into leilanis and ailanas nursery making sure they were sleep once she saw they were she kissed their heads then walked out going down the hallway trying to find dejuane and she heard noise coming from his old room so she walked in with her phone about to call him but she dropped it to the ground holding her face while tears fell down and she felt her world clashing down then she held her stomach watching tears fall on it then she slowly looked back at dejuane who was now looking at her and she had her mouth opened a little just standing there with tears falling down seeing dejuane with lucianna

Y: to think i gave you another chance and the same shit is happening i guess it's what i get for thinking you actually changed huh
Dejuane: wait y/n i'm so sorry
Y: i'm sorry for giving you another chance dejuane but we're done and i don't think there will ever be an us again i feel like a fool that i was so blind to the person you really are i'm serious when i say i want you out of my house for good just leave me alone you got what you wanted so keep it i always thought it was me and you until the end but i guess this is the end you can have the scrapbook i don't want any memories of you have them have them all after everything you really threw it away we have azlynn and dj along with two beautiful twin daughters that we recently had and we have one on the way and here i was thinking you would definitely change with 4 kids and one on the way but i was wrong and i feel so dumb and naive to even believe you loved me but i know that someone who'll love you for now on won't be me i wish you nothing but happiness and love in the but we're done just done text me ever again and delete my number i don't want to see you and i don't want to talk to you ever again can't believe i was dumb enough to think you'd change
Dejuane: wait i am changed y/n
Y: no you aren't you're still the same person you were 7 years ago now bye dejuane

y/n walked out the room still crying and holding her stomach walking into the living room trying to control my tears but it's like the more she tried to control them the worst they got by the time the sun came up she was laying on the couch still crying and dejuane came down with his bags touching her hair but she smacked his hand still crying and he hung his head low walking out with lucianna right behind him then y/n went upstairs quickly wiping her face and going into the nursery picking up the twins and getting them ready and dj and azlynn got themselves ready and y/n took them all downstairs making them breakfast the whole time not even smiling once kairi came downstairs he noticed so he pulled her outside and she stood there fighting back tears

Kairi: what's wrong

when kairi asked the tears flowed back out and he hugged her not knowing what's wrong he started rubbing her back trying to get her to calm down

Y: he did it again kairi he cheated on me with lucianna
Kairi: omg i'm so sorry bubs i know it must hurt so much but me and the others are here for you and whenever you need help with the babies i'm here
Y: five kids kairi five and i'll have to take care of them by myself
Kairi: he'll still have to help he just won't be here
Y: no i don't want my kids seeing him anymore or even looking at him i deleted his number and gave him the scrapbook i don't want anything to do with him i'm done i really thought maybe if i give him as many kids as he wants and just make him happy then that's enough to make him stay but i was wrong bubs i was really wrong and i look like a fool for even believing a lie he fed me
Kairi: i can never understand what you're going through but i'm so sorry y/n i love you though for ever and always
Y: yea bubs i know i guess i just wanted the same the same energy from dejuane
Kairi: y/n
Y: no i'll be fine no one said this mom life will be easy and shit the single mom life won't be no where near it but i'm going to fake it till i make it
Kairi: you can't hide your emotions forever
Y: well i have to i can't keep stressing or i put my baby at more of a risk
Kairi: i'm here anytime y/n
Y: you always are kairi and i love you for it

i kissed kairis forehead then i walked in the house playing with the kids and smiling so they never know what's going on then blue came over and they were petting him while i had the twins in my lap playing with their noses and making them laugh as they were playing there was a knock on the door and when they opened it dejuane walked in going upstairs in y/ns room getting his clothes and the book then he went downstairs and stood in the doorway with all his stuff and looked at y/n

Dejuane: i never meant to hurt you
Y: sure you did now please leave
Dejuane: i love you
Y: yea i thought you did too now please leave me alone
Dejuane: i still want contact with my kids
Y: not now leave please i don't want to ever speak to you again

dejuane left out closing the door and y/n threw her head back on the couch trying to get her mind off everything

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