Max's entire life was planned out for him. He would resist the temptation of sin, meet a nice Christian girl, marry her, have two kids, raise them to be good, then have the circle repeat for his kids. Even from a very young age, he knew his destiny. So, when he one day had a strange, and sinful feeling in his stomach, he began to think of things in a whole new light. He unintentionally strayed from the course that was chosen for him, and couldn't go back. But when Max is confronted with new feelings, he tries to convince himself that they're only temporary. Accepting what he is, is a hard thing for Max to do. Specially when he's trying to do it alone, and everything else seems to be working against him. However, he must except who he is. But how do you let yourself become something that you were taught was evil? How do you defy everything you've been taught, and dare to take a stand, when you're afraid of being subjected to the worst fait of all? In this book, Max makes a lot of bad choices and does things that he shouldn't do. He becomes a danger to himself, and causes damage to himself that can not be undone. Max regrets his choices and wishes he could go back in time and make the right choices for himself, but he can't. Please, do not copy Max's bad behavior.