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New years eve... alone

Nikkis POV it's now New Year's Eve before the sway party at 10:00 but rn it's 9:45. Btw this story takes place In 2019 rn

"Nikki you sure you don't want to come to the party. Everyone would want you to be there. Come on it's New Years why would you want to spend it alone" Dixie says as her and charli wait for avani who's picking them up for the sway party

"I'm sure. It's fine if I'm alone" I shrug. I am fine with it I just want a chill night. I might go on a drive maybe later. My parents are out at a party with their friends and are coming back in a few days just before my birthday. Usually my birthday is skipped past because all my gifts from my outside family are combined with my Christmas gifts. Kinda annoying but what could you do

"Ok. Dix avanis here now. Bye Nikki. So your sure you don't want to come with us" charli says

"Yes I'm sure. Now you guys have fun go go" I say pushing them out the door

"Byeee Nikki love youu" they say before leaving the house

"Love you too" I wave and they leave the house

What to do what to do. I don't know. I was really hoping to get a New Years kiss but whatever. I wish it was Jaden but he probably has someone else I mean look at him. He's hot. Anyways I lay down on the couch and just think. I start to remember 2 years ago on New Years 2017 going to 2018

Flashback - New Years 2017 to 2018

"BAHHAH OH MY GOD ALLY NIKKI ERZA GET OFF THE POOL TABLE" ethan scolds laughing though because me ally and erza were jamming out

"Haha noooo this is to fun" ally says as we dance even more

"Dumbass" ethan scolds and Ryan and topper pull us off the table and we all start laughing

End of flashback

That was my favourite New Years ever. I lived that year it was full of fun and memories. I miss it so much I wish everything could go back to how it was. I wish ally was still here. I wish I didn't get judged about everything I did on social media.

I walk upstairs and grab my car keys also a blunt in my secret stash also a lighter and my phone. I walk out the door and it's 10:15. Hmm where to go where to go

Jadens POV

It's 10:00 and the parties started. I see Dixie and charli walk through the doors with other girls too but no Nikki. I walk over to Dixie to ask her where Nikki is

"Hey Dixie, where's your sister you know Nikki" I ask

"Oh. She didn't want to come tonight. Think she might want to be alone tonight. I don't know New Years just makes her sad a bit just memories you know. But don't let it hold you back go have fun" Dixie says

"Oh ok thanks" I sigh walking back to the boys with my head down. I'm disappointed I was looking forward to her being here at the party. Fuck it I'm having fun but no kissing girls. Only if it's Nicole trinity D'Amelio.

"Dude why you sad it's New Years" Blake asks handing me a white claw

"It's nothing" I shrug

"Why is Nikki not here" ant asks

"How did you know" I raise my head

"Oh I was just guessing" ant chuckles and I just nod. I open up the white claw and start drinking it as they pour shots

Nikkis POV 2:00am

I was driving for a bit listening to music or whatever. I found a nice spot on a hill where I could look at the stars in peace not caring about anything. It's already 2020 now and I saw everyone's post on Instagram about it. From what I saw Jaden was alone when everyone kissed on New Years. Oh umm ok

I sit down on the grass and pull out the blunt and light it. Doesn't matter if I'm alone I could do whatever I want. I start to smoke it as I watch the stars. The pretty shinny stars. I also look down at la and all the lights and buildings. It's really pretty I love it. Pretty pretty

1 hour later

An hour later it's 3:00am I'm high. I burned out the blunt already. I'm not very high just a bit. I could still drive but if I get caught I'm dead because you can tell I am. I took a picture and sent it to the snap group chat with my friends about home they boys. The group chats called the fkn boys and princess Nicole yes me princess Nicole

I sent a picture and my eyes were blood shot red and squinted. I had a weird smile and I definitely looked high. I captioned it "getting high by myself on New Years. Fuck the New Years parties"

It's fine everything's fine. I feel relaxed really relaxed. I'm also eating chips too because there so good right now. All of the sudden I get a call from griffin

Griff | me

"Hello" I answer clearing my throat

"Nikki can you pick your sisters up. Their drunk and like I don't want them doing anything stupid" griff says

"You seem sober why can't you drive them. Plus can't they just spend the night there it's like New Years and aren't you dixies boyfriend"

"Yes I am but no I can't I'm almost fully drunk and they'd want to go home trust me this place is a mess" griff says

"Fine I'll be there soon" I sigh kinda slur

"Are you drunk" he asks

"No I'm not a fucking loser I don't get drunk by myself" I giggle. But I do get high by myself

"Hmm ok see you soon" he says then hangs up the phone

I get in my car and take a deep breath. I'm close to sway so it's fine. I end up giggling as I exhale. I could drive I'm a great fucking driver don't tell me otherwise. I'm not fully in my senses right now but whatever. I drive to sway house and it's so loud there and there's people outside and the lights in the house are all on.

Before I get out of the car I wipe my fingers and my face putting on glasses to hide my eyes. I'm dressed like shit. Jogging pants and a hoodie. Looking at myself makes me giggle. I get out of the car laughing at myself for no reason and I walk into the house

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Ok guys so about nikkis eyes. Let's just say there's only one picture showing how her real eyes look. Just pretend that she photoshops her eye colour to be brown in every post bc she doesn't like her eyes when their gorgeous. Ok so yeah she posted one picture and forgot to photo shop it and on her parents account and the family account they don't photo shop it

Anyways have a good day guys hope that wasn't to confusing lmao. Nikki really is perfect though she just needs to realize it. But don't worry everyone's special in their own way

Just like me. People tell me I'm special because I'm weird and I look high all the time when I'm just a child. I'm just that one friend who acts stupid but like I could be smart if I really tried but that's to much work

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