Jadens POV the same nightFuckkkk. I messed up. What can't nikki do she can do basically everything and make it look effortless. I was watching her live in the living room and nessa and Bryce were watching it too. The parts where she was riding a skateboard I was lowkey drooling over her. I know I have a kinda fake "girlfriend" but like I don't like her I like Nikki
Nikkis just ignoring all my messages answering Bryce and nessas and avanis but not mine. She's definitely mad at me
"Dudeee you fucked up big times she's ignoring you over live" Bryce laughs
"Shut up. I have m-mads" I stutter almost throwing up saying her name
"Did she even answer you when you said happy birthday" josh asks
"No..."
"Exactly. That was really rude of what you did and speaking from me the biggest douche bag ever that was wrong" josh says and I lower my head because I know it's true
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Next morning at 12:00pm nikkis POV
We already ate lunch and stuff I'm about to post on Instagram. I'm really happy at the moment I don't think I've had this good of a birthday in a while. I'm sad they have to leave though. I missed them so much. But today we're just chilling and I posted too on Instagram and tiktok
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Nicoledamelio- our new look. Do we pull off the dark hair?
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User- y'all are hot
User- you definitely do pull it off
User- and you thought Nikki couldn't get hotter
User- oh my-
Nessabarrett- omg bby you look so pretty
Nicoledamelio- ty nessAvani- GO OFF
Addisonrae- loving the hair 💗
Charlidamelio- yess nikkiii
User- love it
Ryansteller- I do look pretty hot
Jsmitty- I'm hot
Erzamavrick- I love my hair ty Nikki
Eddisams- ty Nikki for everything
Michaeltoppen- yeah thanks Nikki for the gifts and the new hair
Ethanfisher- thanks Nikki I know I'm hot
User- these boys are funny
User- Nikki fits right in
User- I've never seen Nikki this happy before
User- the happiest nikkis ever been
User- Nikki looks so happy
User- her smiles so pretty she should smile more
User- she smiles those boys make her happy
Nicoledamelio- yup their my brothers—-
Time skip to 8:00pm Ik sorry I just have a good idea and I need this one to be over with
I'm actually sad that the boys are leaving. Time fly's by when your having fun. I was having fun and actually happy forgetting about all the problems. But now is the time where the boys gotta go home. We're at the airport now dropping them off for their flight at 9:30
"Bye guys I'll miss you" I say hugging them
"We're gonna miss you too nikki. Thank you for everything" they all say adding thank you say the end
"No problem no problem. You don't have to thank me I have to thank you because you guys made my birthday better"
"Ahh Nikki stop it with the sappy shit, bye ass hat well miss you" ethan says ruining the moment as we pull away from the hug
"Ahhaha bye fuckers" I wave as they walk into the airport together
I get back in my car pretty sad that they left. I wish they didn't have to go, stupid school
Anyways I drive back home to my house I'm not hungry haven't been hungry lately. I've gained weight because of all I've been eating and I'm not happy at all. It's pissing me the fuck off.
I get back to the house and just lay down on me bed. What do I do now? Nothing I do nothing
To be honest I've been texting the sway boys. Like all of them separately except Jaden. I've gotten close to them. They've asked why I don't go there anymore I just responded with "I'm busy" when I'm not I'm just to embarrassed to go there right now. I got fucking played by Jaden just like some east board game
Maybe the solution is just to cut it off. Start fresh. Then again I can't really start fresh. My sisters will always be my sisters doing their famous people stuff. And me I will always be doing whatever I'm doing. I just feel obligated to take one path and one path only and if I fuck it up I can't go back
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Not me not doing my work and just going on my phone 🤭🤚
Okok so basically the rest of the book has a trigger warning on itt woohoooo it's like dark kinda
So like yeah I don't know if anything doesn't make sense to you you can leave it in the comments or you could dm me
I try to answer the comments most of the time I forget to sorry about that. But I do see them. Thank you for helping me decide what to do. I might just keep it in one book it's just gonna be really long
Anyways have a good day everyone
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