Heartthrob J.H

Dont wnat help

Nikkis POV morning after the release

I woke up from that weird dream. I remember that day just ty e thought of it hurts me. I hate that I love him so much or loved I don't know. I don't wanna fall for anyone I'm to scared to get hurt again. I mean I wouldn't be feeling like this if they let me die...

I see my parents are talking on the couch talking and discussing.

"Morning sunshine" my parents say

"M-m-no-morning" I stutter. Really the stutter still

"We have a plan for you honey. We're gonna get you help don't worry" my dad says

Have they not taken the hint- like how stupid are you. You know I don't wanna be here and you know I don't want help so why can't they just take the hint. Only reason why I'm here is because they didn't want to let go

"I-I d-don't w-wa-want h-he-help" I stutter getting angry

"Come on give it a shot it could help you Nikki and you won't feel the way you feel anymore" my mom says in a soft voice only pissing me off even more

"I-I d-don't w-want h-help" I state

"But Nikki-" my dad says

"P-please I-I d-d-don't w-w-want h-help" I say

"Nikki it's gonna-"

"I-I D-DONT w-W-WA-WANT H-H-HE-HELP" I semi yell almost crying at this point

I really don't want help though. It doesn't help me at all. Talking to people doesn't help because they think they understand when they don't. For me they don't. I don't like talking about my issues so no.

"Nikki come on" my mom says

"G-GO a-A-AWAY" I stutter crying and my parents get their things and leave.

This is the problem. They let me push them away every single time and it always ends up bad. Well not really their fault mine for pushing them away but theirs for listening.

Great now I'm all alone at the hospital

I grab my phone and I scroll through social media and my song is all over. Oh my god. It's like trending 24th on Apple Music and it's almost at number 1 on Spotify. Oh my gosh. I'm gonna what myself. I scroll through tiktoks using my song. There's this trend a POV trend and it looks so cool. I mean It's really really cool. So many people are using the song and
Doing covers also trying to figure out who it is about. It's about Jaden obviously but no ones knows that

When me and Jaden "dated" we never went out in public or posted about it so no one knew. Speculations were made but we never confirmed them

I duet some of the tiktoks reacting to them and I comment on some tiktoks. This is so amazing how people actually like my music.

I go on Instagram and repost people's reaction and congratulating me. I see the sway boys story and the girls are singing and dancing to it making me laugh. I repost it and after an hour of scrolling I put my phone down. My mood is lifted now it's a Sunday the beginning of the week And I'm here alone. Fun right

Next day Srry for time skip

Yesterday they told me that I get to leave on Thursday afternoon so in 4 days. I'm basically better already they just wanna monitor me for some reason. Like I'm better. A speech therapist came to help me with my speaking. I guess it worked a bit I don't really stutter as much maybe a little bit but not really. I found out that I don't stutter when I get angry or when I sing so that's a plus

I got a call from Tommy and he congratulated me and I thanked him for the help. The song is third globally. Holy shit that's actually really really good. And famous people are listening to it too. It's really cool to be honest and I'm really happy

Scrolling through social media again and I come across my sisters Instagram and their going to the Bahamas... what

I'm literally in the hospital and their going to the Bahamas like what!?!? I mean I told them to go away but I didn't mean go to the Bahamas. I wouldn't of gone anyways but oh well

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