Tw mentions of cutting and Ed's
Lol I'm basically gonna put trigger warning at the beginning of every chapter now
Nikkis POV next morning
Right now it is 11:00 am and I'm already ready. I've gotten ready in the bathroom I took a shower because last night I just passed out when I got home. I filled up my water bottle then I went to my desk and turned on my pc. I wanted to play video games because I'm bored and I don't really have any work to do today other then write songs but to me that's not really work
But I woke up feeling really anxious and guilty. I may have or may not have cut..... ok I don't know why I did that I did only 2 one on each wrist and I had to wrap it up. And now I'm getting into the habit of digging me nails into my skin now which isn't good
I know Jaden said call him but... how about
✨no✨I open up valorent because that's the game I feel like playing right now. I then decide to go live on Instagram
This is the fit by the way. The sweater is actually my new merch that's coming out soon. Also the shorts are my new merch too that I may drop idk yet
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"Hi everyone" I say to the live as I load into a free for all game. It's called death match though
User- hiii
User- how's your day been
User- what time is it in la"Hiiii. My days been meh. I kinda just woke up like half an hour ago did some shit and now I'm here. It is approximately 11:08am here in la" I say
User- what are you doing
User- ooo new merch?"I'm playing valorent right now by myself. Actually yes this is my new merch I'll show you" I say picking up the camera. I showed the shorts to but buggy covers them because she was resting in my laps
"This sweater is my merch and the pants too. I like them there pretty sick to me. And there's buggy in my lap resting" I say starting to play the game
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