The third damelio sister who's the middle child is the tiktok heartthrob all the tiktok boys would die to be with her
It's a little cringe and bad at the beginning but I promise it gets better
⚠️TW triggering topics
-suicide
-self-harm
-abuse
-dea...
Tw mentions of eds suicide bullying slut shaming and other things
Nikkis POV 5 days later
Ok so look... I haven't left my house really in a couple of days. Ok and that's fine I have nothing to do anyways like I don't have to be in the studio for a while. I haven't written any songs I've been really demotivated and depressed
Like I feel just down and sad. Like nothing is ever going to get better. Nothing will ever go right. I will be like this forever. It's not even like I want help I deserve to feel like this honestly I do. I don't want help I deserve to feel this way. I'm also lacking social interaction which isn't good
To be honest I'm not even mad at Jaden anymore. It did piss me off what he said before because I'm just not ready but whatever ok. He's living his best life. I've texted him a couple of times and face timed him once or twice he's busy with filming with the boys and going to the studio. Ok it seems like I'm mad because I'm being dry but I'm not
I've only gotten out of bed to help buggy. I've played with buggy too and the only way we went outside is the little In closed space on mine and Dixies balcony we have for the dogs where you can do whatever. Buggy really likes it there
Haven't talked to anyone and I don't feel well. I feel sick. In a different way though. I've actually eaten a little bit this week which is good I guess. B it I haven't slept in 3 days so...
Today I have to go out though which I dread but I do. I have to pick up energy drinks my favourite from the convince store. Except that's where the paparazzi are and it's not good. It's ona. Busy street
I get ready dressed in this
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I look like trashhhh
And I wear some random slides
I'm not bringing buggy because I don't wanna carry her and I'm gonna be quick anyways
I get ready and everything. I look on my camera in my phone and I look really tired. I'm not that tired but I look tired
