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Thursday nikkis POV

I just got discharged from the hospital and I'm feeling good. Only stuttering a bit. I'm all better now but my family's still in the Bahamas. If they can go to the Bahamas I could go to Connecticut so I booked a plane ticket there for tomorrow at 10am to get there. I don't care if they don't let me im an adult now and they left so...

I'm so happy my songs number 1 globally now and I'm happy. I see interviews about me being written  and there so nice. I'm getting so much support and I'm happy everyone likes the song. My labels really happy with me right now too

My parents called telling me to take it easy too but no I'm fine like what I'm fine I've been fine for long. Charli Dixie and I text on our group chat all the time

Ive been talking to the boys back home daily but haven't told them I'm going there. There's some big party Friday and that's the day I'm going there. It's ethan's party and the guys were saying how they wish I could go. I mean i am gonna go because I'm flying there.

I've also been talking to the sway boys and hype house people more. Their nice just checking in on me. My family's been getting backlash for leaving me in the hospital to go to the Bahamas but to be fair I did tell them to go away. I responded to the situation with this

Lol I told them to go away

Not the best response but whatever.

I was going to the Uber that I ordered to drive me to my house so I could get ready and everything. People know o got out of the hospital because I posted it on my story of course.

Once I got home I shoved clothes into a bag party clothes and comfy clothes. Wish I had my dog but no I don't. I call griff to tell him where I'm going because my parents told griff to keep an eye on me

Griffin | me

"Hello griffin"

"Yo Nikki apparently I'm suppose to be watching you or some shit" he says

"You are but no please don't. I'll tell you this now but I'm going to Connecticut for the weekend I'll be back by the time my family's back. Leaving tomorrow"

"Oh ok be safe"

"Wow that easy huh. Thanks griffin Johnson bye bye" I say

"Bye Nicole congrats on number one globally for your song I haven't stopped hearing that song because one boy in particular won't stop playing it" griff says

"Interesting huh. Thanks griff" I laugh before hanging up the phone

I know that it's Jaden who won't stop playing ti. That song doesn't really fit any of the boys vibes.

Ive packed my bags and I'm ready to leave tomorrow. I'm coming back after the weekend because I'm doing some interviews I think and I gotta go back to work of course

I can't wait to see the boys again.

Ok but how am I feeling. Not good still wanna die but no really kinda. Like the situation I'm in with music is really boosting my mood. But things with Jaden just make me sad

I'm very stupid for still missing him I'm sill in love with him but I don't wanna forgive him

Next day nikkis POV

I'm leaving now boarding the plane for the airport and I'm excited. Boys are in school right now but I'll be there by the time it's over and I'm really excited

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GUYS LETS PRETEND NIKKI DIDNT DO A COVER OF LISTEN BEFORE I GO BY BILLIE EILISH BECAUSE I WANT HER TO RELEASE THE SONG INSTEAD OK HAHA YEAS

anyways everyone have a good day ty for the nice comments

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