Janne Kaise...!!

part 49

Anika comes running towards on room....she mentally thanked God that she finally found him....

Om: ky ho rha h ye sb....ky halat bna rkhi tune.....aakhir huya ky....kch bologa shivaye....

Anika immediately stopped at the entrance hearing his voice.....

Shivay: haar gya hu mein om....

Om : ky mtlb.....

Shivaye hugged om tightly......

Shiv : aaj shi mayena me smjh aaya Anika ki takleef.....bahut dard hota h om....bahut zyada.....jab aap bahut kch kehna chahte ho pr saamne wala aapki baat na sunne....or aapko galat smjhe.....

Om : ky huya h...saaf saaf btaa....

Shivaye told everything to om.....

Om : kya...shivaye tu bhi na....tune kch btaya kyu nhi anika ko....mein abhi btata hu Anika ko.....

Shivaye held om hand : nhii....nhii om ab nhi.....is baar koi safai nhi....

Om: ky mtlb....

Shiv: Anika ne pehli baar kch maanga h mujhse....mnaa kese kr skta hu....usse azaadi chahiye na toh usse vo zaroor milegi....

Om: kesi baate kr rha h shivaye....ye sirf ek galat Femi h....bs door ho jayigi toh sb thik ho jayega.....

Shiv: kese thik ho jayega om....iske baad ky Anika purani baate bhool jaigi.....nhii bhoolegi....usne kha h om ki vo is rishte me is parivaar ki wajah se h....dam ghutta h uska yha...

Om: gusse me bola hoga shivaye she doesn't mean anything....

Shiv : nhii om.... please mt jaa.....kyuki mein jaanta hoon tum bolo ge or vo fr maan jaigi....frse apni khushi sacrifice krdegj taaki tum logo ko bura na lge.....meine soch lia h....mein usse is parivaar se alag nhi kr rha h hu...bs is rishte se azaadi de rha h.....usse sirf mujhse takleef h.....or mein bhi yhi chahta hu ki vo kush rhe .....agar uski khushi mujhse door rehne mein h....toh thik h.....

Om: nhii....tu pagal ho gya h....smjh nhi rha h... emotional hokr bda fesala le rha h.....

Shiv : pehli baar toh uske liye kch shi krne jaa rha hu krne de yrr.....

Om : or tu....tu reh lega uske bina....tere pyaar ka kya.....

Shiv: mein toh kush rhunga om.....bahut kush....uski khushi me meri khushi h....

Om: pagal ho gya h...

Shivaye smile painfully....

Shiv: pyaar ho gya h....shi kehte h log....ye pyaar insaan ko dard me bhi khushi deta h.....pyaar ke liye insaan sab chodne ki himmat bhi kr leta h.....or fr bhi muskurahat uske chehre se nhi jaati......

Om : smjhne ki koshish tum dono ki khushi ek dusre ke saath h....

Shiv: pyaar me khushi saath rehne se nhi milti balki sukoon se milti h....or Anika ko sukoon mujhse door jaake milega....or mujhe Anika ki khushi se.....jaanta hu bahut mushkil h....lekin uske liye ye bhi bardasht kr lunga.....or vese bhi mujhe bhi toh apne hisse ki bhi saza kaatni hna.....

Om: shivaye ek baar....ek baar issi pyar ki khatir..... usse apne pyaar ke baare me bta de....ek baar fr....

Shiv: or usse ky hoga.....om vo itni achi h ki meri khushi ke liye haan bol degi....or mein ye nhi chahta ki vo frse apni khushiya maare....usne bahut kch kia h is parivaar ke lie.....apni self respect tak qurban krdi yrr......ek baar tu mere dost ki tarah mt soch sirf om bnke soch....ky Anika kbhi apne dil se apna paigi....or vo bhi tab jab meine uske saath itna sab kia h.....mein chahe kitni bhi koshish krlu.....vo dard vo yaade uski zindagi se nhi nikaal skta.... esiliye acha yhi hoga......

Om wipe his tears.....and Turned his face.....he realised that shivaye was some what right....they can't ruin her life again and again......

Here Anika was just crying.... listening his each and every word....she didn't knew shivaye loves her.....not just love....because she can't call it love it is something beyond it......

Om : tu reh lega....essi zindagi uske saamne reh kr bhi saath nhi....

Shiv: nhi....itni taqat bhi nhi h mujhme.....aaj raat ko jaa rha hu mein....meri flight h London ki.....aaj raat party ke baad me jaa rha hu.....

Om : kyy achanak.....or sab ko ky bolega.....

Shiv: vo mein dekh lunga....

Om : mt jaa yrr......

Shiv: plz om tu toh smjh....mein pehle se kamzor hu....mujhe or kamzor mt kr.....meine bahut himmat krke ye fesala lia h......tu bs mera saath de.....sbka dhyan rkhna....Anika ka bhi.....usse kisi cheez ki kami mt hone dena.....or hn....plzz mujhe....uski photo's bhejte rehna....

Om hugged shivaye and cried hard....

Anika was also crying.....she lean towards the wall and cried hiding her face in her knees....

Just then they hear loud music voice and they got alert about their surroundings.....

Om: shivaye tu jaa jaake fresh hojaa....sb hume bahr dhund rhe honge.....

Shivaye nodded and immediately left to his room before anybody could see his face.....

Om was going to close the door just then he hears some voice.... and when he looked down he found Anika.....

Om : bhabhi.....

Anika looked at him she gets up....and cried hugging him.....

Anik: unhe Roklo om....plzz Roklo.....mujhse bahut bdi galti ho gyi.....plzz.....

Om: bhabhi chup ho jaiye...meri taraf dekhiye.....

Anika looked at him....

Om: usse sirf aap rok skti h....

Ani: vo mujhse naraaz honge na...she said pouting her lips....

Om smiles and say: bilkul nhi....aap jo chahti h....ek baar bs usse dil se kehde....vo aaj tk guilt me h....jisse sirf aap dur kr skti ho....

Anika thinks something...

Om : aap ko mujhpe bharosa hna

Anika nodded...

Om : toh bs...ab aap apne bhaiyo or bharosa rkhe....or jo hum khe vo Krna pr usse pehle ab aap jaiye shakal toh thik kijiye...bday girl ka pura chehra laal ho gya h.....

Anika left.... and om smiled thanking God that finally everything is going to fine.... he'll have to do something.....

Anika goes to her room.....she was about to enter and shivaye was about to left....both didn't looked into each other eyes....which was just depicting pain.....

Shivaye thought that she was crying because of orphanage matter....

Shivaye was about to leave....but he stop and say.....

Shiv : tumhare liye kch rkha tha bed pe....tumhara gift....ab shyd tumhe khushi ho jaye.....pr mujhe bahut acha lgaa ki meri vajah se ek khushi toh naseeb ho rhi h tumhe......
Mein chalta hu....tum bhi neeche aayo....sab wait kre h.....