hey i'm turning 21 this year
sometimes i remember you guys all of sudden
you were older than me
but now i'm older than you
i still don't know how that all happened
there was a time
i thought i would be 16 forever
but i am just a 20 year old now
who still suffers from survivor's guilt
that never should've existed
but that's just me
they say grief is love with no place to go
but i believe that the world is big enough
for grief to find a home again
and you guys will always be in my heart
as a reminder that i'm not 16 forever
my stream is still ever so flowing
