Open Heart

loveless

oh why can't i see myself
through your eyes
why do i reject
your love
your hand that you extend out so gently
i scream
and run away
i can't seem to forgive myself
even after you have forgiven me
my self loathing habits
have driven me to the corner
the door is near and ajar
yet i don't have the courage
this is the only way to live
alone in this room
i don't want to
i don't want to