sometimes
i feel too human
then not human at all
oh how it hurts
to love with all your heart
oh how it hurts
to hate with all your heart
oh how it all just hurts
so much
too much empathy
turns into apathy
does it still hurt
when you're indifferent
is this numbness
something you really need
to protect yourself
do you really want
to lose the connections
the keys to hearts
yes it still hurts
i stare blankly
but my chest tightens
trapped in my own body
screaming
but nobody hears
they can't see
that i care
and then
i realize
i'm not a robot
i'm still human
i break through
and i feel so much
i show so much
it's all too much
am i born
born to be loving
born to be hateful
born to be indifferent
at all once
