the way i love is from afar
i am a turbulence
i have been for a long time
when i am in love
i don't act anymore
but i will show
unconditional love
because i love you
but my fear of losing you
from being too much
or not enough
it's too painful
i never meant to hurt anyone
so please understand
as much as i would've love
to held you for even just
a moment
i would give it all up
and i'm sorry for
not being able to take a chance
but i love you that much
that i won't take the risk
and i don't want anyone to wait
until i am okay
because you deserve better
and i won't make promises
i can't keep
live a beautiful life
with someone meant for you
i hope the world
won't look at me
in shame
and i hope someone
will understand
that i did love
genuinely
