Open Heart

worship

i put you on a pedestal
i don't need to be close
i don't need to be number 1
i just want to bathe in your light
from a distance
because i don't know how to be okay
all i ever do is think
and swim in my pool of tears
i'm not good enough to be up there
so i will accept the ground
sometimes i feel envious
i know it's not good
but it's probably only human
what's it like being a beacon
to those who are hurting
i want to know too
maybe one day