Open Heart

in a empty city trying to find you

my body feels empty
yet my memories overflow
the bittersweet past
when i was just a girl
pure and tainted
she ran through the fields
full of flowers
of all kind
little life like bees
accompanying me
i held onto hope tightly
but as time passed
painful experiences
buried my hope deep
everything turned gray
i never really understood love
forgive me
for my roughness
when i entered the city
full of nothing
not even you
this is truly the empty city
goodbye forever
to the you
i was supposed to be