Open Heart

addicted to love

dear me
oh it's been so chaotic
i nearly lost myself
on the way
addicted to love
of all kinds
took so much love
shared so much love
thought love was infinite
it wasn't
my withdrawals
killed me slowly
ego shattered
dear me
next time
think before you
give so much love
is getting drunk
off this so called love
really something
you want
is the ecstasy really worth
sweating on the cold
bathroom floor
knees to your chest
crying over loss
why did you give
yourself away
when you needed
you the most