you feel safe
a perfectly good thing
why did i find
more excitement
in the fall of it?
the language of stars
Table of contents-
wildfire
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my blue boy
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vengeance of doubt
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clickety clock
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nocturnal sea
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the call of the crows
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mon amour de cafe
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sakura
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in a gallery of art, i would rather look at you
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insomnia
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the night we met
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victoria
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burn my brain
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grandma
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you who i do not deserve
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if i were a bird
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my dear i would die for you
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welcome back
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history 3: make our days count
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i hate everything including myself
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joy departs
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surface level
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anesthesia
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the end of a day
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the way you cry
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manic
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migraine
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merry christmas
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i don't know why i'm crying over you
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where went my sunflower girl?
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safe
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to the boy who broke my heart
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ideal
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adrian
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let me out
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sunshine
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restless nights
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to my angel
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what if?
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final act
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forgotten
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f i n e
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picasso's flesh masterpiece
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please let me feel something
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chemical imbalance
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an angel visits me on the highway
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pressed flower
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identity
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virgin
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love on the line
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soul
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by your side
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asleep
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dysmorphia
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heart to heart
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beyond the sea
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a humble light
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still breathing
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i promise you the moon
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hypothetical scenarios are dangerous
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i can't stop looking at you.
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reckless love.
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i am apostle peter
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answer my agony oh Lord
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stepfather
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brother
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we used to keep journals
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every piece i am and am not
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i hate 8:30 pm
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i told sunset about you.
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writing my secrets in the sand
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who am i to love or be loved? (identity crisis)
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instagram video calls
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going numb
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the seven sins
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12.18.17
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"i've never liked a girl before"
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i wonder what you think of me
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fever dream
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the wind that caresses your memory
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sorry this one's about you too
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things i remember
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i have never been your porcelain doll
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saying goodbye for now
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nana
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the little book you saved just for me
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grief, the sudden friend in the night, comes again
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dysmorphia, once again
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eisoptrophobia
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amnesia
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spectrophobia
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redemption
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workplace paper towels for the win
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everything i was afraid of
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stupid boy who wears sweaters and smiles
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u.g.l.y.
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sinful backseat serenades
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alone
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nauseous and depressed
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they'll only miss u when ur gone
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seen twenty hours ago
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nicotine
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loss/isolation
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all that is on my mind
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1/5/22
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my greatest fear
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mon seul chéri
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faux
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a cage is not a home
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friends without benefits
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healer
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written in the stars
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the daily battle
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monophobia
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beautiful lie
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ghost boy/crybaby
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rekindled and lost memories
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salem
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confined
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amaris
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tu me manques
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fear is a four letter word
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a long lost love letter
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long lost love letter part two
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i cannot call you a form of a father in these times
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fatality
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epar
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darkness
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three am thoughts
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autophobia
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three am thoughts again
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unknown
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groundhog's day: an endless cycle
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passage of time: self
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time spent with you is time that passed too quickly
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"in that moment, i swear, we were infinite."
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for my best friend
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do you start to truly love someone when you begin to fear losing them?
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jealousy/abhorrent
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attachment
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constant craving
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05/08/22
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lethargic
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shame
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fear
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the wall and i
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idontwannabeyouanymore
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consolation
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psalms for apostates
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modesty
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i wish i could look at myself
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depersonalization
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denial versus acceptance
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the canvas beneath
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a journey of acceptance: distaste
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the war at brooklyn bridge
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a fleeting moment
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sacred altar
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trapped?
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purgatory
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the prolific void
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expendable until the end.
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wholehearted
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never enough to me
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deadliest fear
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a glass
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avant notre printemps
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spring's dismissal, winter's longing
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remember this
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times like these
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deadly metamorphosis
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good morning
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