yet despite all things
you deliver me from the swamp
you bathe me
and tend to my wounds
you clothe me in warmth
despite my broken spirit
despite my selfish heart
you call me yours
despite all things
the language of stars
Table of contents-
wildfire
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my blue boy
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vengeance of doubt
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clickety clock
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nocturnal sea
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the call of the crows
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mon amour de cafe
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sakura
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in a gallery of art, i would rather look at you
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insomnia
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the night we met
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victoria
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burn my brain
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grandma
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you who i do not deserve
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if i were a bird
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my dear i would die for you
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welcome back
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history 3: make our days count
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i hate everything including myself
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joy departs
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surface level
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anesthesia
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the end of a day
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the way you cry
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manic
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migraine
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merry christmas
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i don't know why i'm crying over you
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where went my sunflower girl?
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safe
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to the boy who broke my heart
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ideal
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adrian
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let me out
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sunshine
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restless nights
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to my angel
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what if?
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final act
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forgotten
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f i n e
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picasso's flesh masterpiece
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please let me feel something
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chemical imbalance
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an angel visits me on the highway
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pressed flower
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identity
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virgin
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love on the line
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soul
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by your side
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asleep
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dysmorphia
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heart to heart
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beyond the sea
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a humble light
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still breathing
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i promise you the moon
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hypothetical scenarios are dangerous
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i can't stop looking at you.
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reckless love.
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i am apostle peter
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answer my agony oh Lord
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stepfather
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brother
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we used to keep journals
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every piece i am and am not
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i hate 8:30 pm
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i told sunset about you.
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writing my secrets in the sand
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who am i to love or be loved? (identity crisis)
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instagram video calls
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going numb
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the seven sins
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12.18.17
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"i've never liked a girl before"
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i wonder what you think of me
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fever dream
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the wind that caresses your memory
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sorry this one's about you too
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things i remember
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i have never been your porcelain doll
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saying goodbye for now
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nana
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the little book you saved just for me
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grief, the sudden friend in the night, comes again
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dysmorphia, once again
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eisoptrophobia
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amnesia
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spectrophobia
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redemption
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workplace paper towels for the win
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everything i was afraid of
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stupid boy who wears sweaters and smiles
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u.g.l.y.
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sinful backseat serenades
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alone
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nauseous and depressed
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they'll only miss u when ur gone
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seen twenty hours ago
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nicotine
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loss/isolation
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all that is on my mind
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1/5/22
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my greatest fear
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mon seul chéri
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faux
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a cage is not a home
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friends without benefits
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healer
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written in the stars
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the daily battle
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monophobia
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beautiful lie
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ghost boy/crybaby
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rekindled and lost memories
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salem
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confined
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amaris
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tu me manques
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fear is a four letter word
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a long lost love letter
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long lost love letter part two
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i cannot call you a form of a father in these times
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fatality
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epar
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darkness
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three am thoughts
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autophobia
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three am thoughts again
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unknown
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groundhog's day: an endless cycle
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passage of time: self
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time spent with you is time that passed too quickly
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"in that moment, i swear, we were infinite."
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for my best friend
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do you start to truly love someone when you begin to fear losing them?
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jealousy/abhorrent
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attachment
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constant craving
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05/08/22
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lethargic
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shame
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fear
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the wall and i
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idontwannabeyouanymore
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consolation
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psalms for apostates
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modesty
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i wish i could look at myself
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depersonalization
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denial versus acceptance
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the canvas beneath
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a journey of acceptance: distaste
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the war at brooklyn bridge
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a fleeting moment
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sacred altar
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trapped?
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purgatory
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the prolific void
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expendable until the end.
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wholehearted
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never enough to me
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deadliest fear
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a glass
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avant notre printemps
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spring's dismissal, winter's longing
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remember this
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times like these
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deadly metamorphosis
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good morning
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