tonight i listened to lovely in someone else's car
and i remembered the night we met
lilac hair with a flannel and cargo shorts
"i like your shoes" were the first words i spoke
to be fifteen and fall in love
i wish things stayed that simple for long
inching my leg towards yours in the movie theater
sneaking stares in between shark bites on the screen
desperate to feel your hand against mine
the first time we hugged
sitting at a table on the right of chickfila
you drove so far to sit across from me in your floral top
we quoted the same dumb youtuber at the same time
fireworks in my snapback, grazing my hand across yours
like a secret we kept hushed
isn't it funny how quickly things fall apart?
i remember every fucking detail
i wish i could give myself amnesia
so i can finally forget to love you
