you met me in the rain
with your shy smile and container of slime
we spoke of small things
spongebob and dogs
i felt warm for the first time
since the sun died in my heart
i lived in the rain
but you provided me shelter
slowly you revived my ghost of a smile
we started leaving
trails of notes
we listened to the same songs
i cracked my heart and revealed my darkness
you were a haven for my scars
you'll never know how much you saved me
the day on the porch i wanted to die
arms wrapped around a lonely pup
you smiled
and i didn't want to die anymore
i hope i can make you smile as much as you make me smile
we've come so far since those blue light nights
because you're in it,
i love my life
