COLLEAGUES AND FRIENDS

Moving Forward

Jane drove herself to her therapy and psychiatric  appointments today. I returned back to work. asked Jane after her appointments.  Dr.Lintz and Kevin were making good progress.  Jane was working hard in her sessions.  She enjoyed spending time with me, but I knew she was craving to return to work. 
Jane came by my work for my dinner break and brought me fish n chips from the Daily Robber along with a side salad and ice team.  Jane ate her double beef patty with the works, cheesy fries and strawberry milkshake for herself. She disclosed to me a little about her session with Dr. Lintz today.  She said she would like to talk further when I returned home. Jane was still staying with me. I knew eventually she would return to her own condo and I would miss our nightly talks and cuddling.

I had back to back surgeries today so I couldn't wait until I got home to take a jacuzzi bath to relax.

I returned home to home a nice bottle of Chablis waiting for me by the jacuzzi with rose petals for me. This definitely just reinforced my earlier thought that I would miss Jane when she went back home.

Jane called her MA and told her sessions were going well and her Kevin saw her returning to desk duty next week if Dr.  Lintz agreed.
Jane was still downstairs when she came in her robe and poured us some ice tea to relax.  Jane and were so comfortable around one another. Jane knew my body was still throbbing.  She told me to lay down on the couch.  She went upstairs to my bedroom and brought down my body lotion. She massaged my feet and legs and massaged the lotion into my feet and legs.  She said before we went to asleep she would give a longer massage.  We relaxed more and played with Bass and Joe Friday.  People always thought I was odd to have Bass as a pet.  Bass liked to play with a small red ball that he scoot across the wooden floor. Jane played tug of war with Joe Friday.  I could see Jane's shoulder was healed and stronger now.

Maura turned on the alarm and brought up two bottles of water.  I had several towels layered on the bed waiting for her to disrobe. Jane had me lay on my stomach.  She definitely knew how to give a body  massage. She started with my fingers than my arms. She sat on my behind and gave me a deep massage on my shoulders, neck and back and buttocks. I was a little embarrassed when I farted a little and moaned a little. Jane laughed it off. "Maura don't fret its natural.  She asked  for me to turn around.  Even though she seen me naked this part of the massage was a little uncomfortable when she raised each leg to stretch it and massage them she started working on my stomach. When she started massaging my breasts, I let out a loud moan. We both looked at one another not sure what to do. I finally reached for Jane and placed a light kiss.  We looked at each other. I got up and went to the restroom to regain my composure.  Jane cleaned up the bed. Jane and I layed in the bed and didn't talk about the kiss. It took us both awhile to fall asleep.  Neither of us didn't sleep that well. Jane woke me up in the morning. Maura I packed my bags I am going to go back to my condo today.  We both knew the kiss bothered us but didn't know what to do about it.
Jane and I avoided one another for two weeks. Both of not getting much sleep. I took the day off after Dr. Lintz called to speak to me about my kiss. Jane had given her permission to speak with me. I met Dr. Lintz for lunch at the hospital. I told her I wasn't sure why I kissed her but miss not speaking to her for two weeks. Dr. Lintz encouraged me to converse with Jane. Jane was doing better with her horrific assault but was struggling now with feelings for me. I thanked Dr. Lintz and cancelled the rest of my appointments for the day. I was glad it was just meetings with drug reps only.

I drove to Jane's and knocked on her door.  Her neighbor informs me that her and Joe Friday went for their daily walk. I waited for them to return.  Jane didn't know why Joe Friday was pulling me. He was able to smell Maura before she became in my view.

We said hi. She asked me if she could come inside so we could talk. We entered my condo. I fed Joe Friday and set his bowl of water down.

I started the conversation apologizing to her about the kiss. "Maura thank you but did you mean the kiss?" "Jane I really don't know to be honest. You know I am bi-sexual but never thought of you in that manner prior to that moment, I  know you are straight and I took advantage of that and that was wrong." I was getting up to leave.  "MAURA please don't go. Yes, I have always been straight but the several past weeks I have been struggling with my feelings which is new to me. I enjoyed giving you a massage and treating you how you should be treated. You disclosed to me how many of the women and men you have been with treated you. You should not settle for that type of relationship. I honestly don't know what my future relationship will be with you. Please give me time to figure it out.  Please stay tonight and we can even cuddle. I will give you set of boston pd shirt and shorts to wear.  I can tell you not sleeping well either. I will order a hawaiian pizza tonight and we can drink some beers and relax like before you kissed me. Frankie is coming by to take Joe Friday with him on his vacation with the veterinarian. Frankie knocked and I opened the door for him while Jane packed his food, water bowl, his bed, and toys.  "Maura I don't know what is going on between you two but please fix it. I have never seen my sister torn up like this before even when she Casey broke off their engagement.
" I nodded  and we said our good byes. The pizza arrived while Frankie was leaving.  We ate the pizza and drank the brews.  I went and changed and entered Jane's bedroom. We stared at each other for a few before I got into her bed. I took the next two days off so we could spend more time together at her place.
We fell asleep right away cuddling. I woke up to find myself with hand on her breast. I was really struggling with my feelings towards Jane. I DIDN'T WANT TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP IF SHE WASNT WILLING TO GO FURTHER IN A SAME SEX RELATIONSHIP.
I always kept in my car extra running shoes. We decided we would go for a morning run. We ran for an 30 minutes and walked back to Jane's.  I didn't want her to overdo it.  I told her I had already called a few of the stores I frequent to have clothing, undergarments and shoes to be delivered to her place. I told her that they probably would arrive when I was in the shower. " Jane please sign your name to them and thank you." I was still in the shower when Jane knocked on the door but didn't hear her knock while I had jazz music playing on my cell. I saw Maura suds up. I now realized I was willing to take this further.  I disrobed and opened the shower door. She turned around me and saw me. " Jane are you sure. " "Maura I am more than sure." Maura reached for my hand and I entered the shower and closed the shower door. We held each other with water dropping over our bodies before we kissed. Maura was a sensuous and excellent kisser. Before she touched any part of my body she waited for a verbal or a sign to continue. Maura had me panting and needed her inside of me. Maura got on her knees and placed her tongue on my folds moving in and out til my body begain to shake. I knew I was close to coming.  Maura stood up and entered me with one finger than placed a second finger. I could feel I was taught on her fingers. Maura spread her fingers rubbing inside of me. She was moving further inside me and pressing harder. She held onto me and rode out my orgasms one after the other. Maura remlfee her fingers and sucked them clean than went back on her knees licking and cleaning me up. Jane helped me up, its my turn.  I never been with a woman before but read online how to please a woman. For never  being a woman, she was very passionate and caring in everything she did to me. Jane made me cum twice like I never came like with another woman before. We kissed more and I turned off the water. We wrapped ourselves in the towels and landed on the bed. I thanked Jane for trusting me. We got underneath the sheets and continued to make love for two more hours. Our stamina was definitely on point with one another. Jane had left me several small hickies on my stomach and left breasts but a very dark one on my neck.  I left Jane several hickies on her back buttocks and small but dark on her neck. We both were spent. I held her and asked her how she felt since this was her first time with a woman. "Maura I never knew two women could be so passionate and make each other cum like we did. I actually enjoyed all of it with you and kissed me." We took a nap and figured we go to an Italian restaurant for dinner. Jane woke up sore but didn't mind. We got dressed and dressed casual.  I drove because I still didn't want Jane to overdo it. She used muscles that she never used before.  I knew her shot shoulder was throbbing and she would not complain.  After dinner,  we took a drive.  I removed the hard top of my customed mercedes and placed it in the back seat. We looked drove to same lake. I grabbed blankets from the back and we leaned our seats all the way back looking at the stars cuddling and kissing.  I knew I made the right decision with Maura. We ended up falling asleep but woke up when we felt water dropping on us. "Jane help me with the top quickly please." We got the top fastened and just still stayed laying in the car for about a thirty minutes until the rain started coming down harder. We ended staying at a bed and breakfast because the rain was too unsafe to drive. The place had one king size bed left or two doubles. Maura chose the king bed.