can't Help my Hands to myself.

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Just like the day that I met you

The day I thought forever

Said that you love me

But that'll last for never

It's cold outside

Like when you walked out my life

Why you walked out my life?

I, get like this every time

On these days that feel like you and me

Heartbreak anniversary

'Cause I, remember every time

On these days that feel like you and me

Heartbreak anniversary

Do you ever think of me?..

I bit my lip stopping myself to tear up because of the song..

It's our Anniversary it's supposed to be our Anniversary to day.

But nothing will happen, nothing will happen even I celebrated.
There's nothing will happen even I'll celebrate our Anniversary.

I will never have her, I can't have her back.

" Jaydee?" I look up and found Karla.
She immediately Hug me.

3 years had past When Queen left without traces. Karla and my friends was the one Help me.

Yes it's already 3 years and I still love her and I still haven't moved on.

I love her and I can't find a replacement.
I really love her and she's been in my head all the time.

" Why are you crying??" She ask. I Whipped my tears and smile.

" It's nothing" I said. She just sigh and sat next to me.

" It's because of her isn't it" she said looking to the Floor.

We're in our Unit, Yes me and Karla staying in the Same Condominium.

My mom decided That I need someone who can take care off me since she's out of town with Dad. They have important mission that I can't know and I'm curious about.

I'm in my last year of college and I'm gonna Graduate and have a Prepared job. The Job that my father wanted to Take.

I loo at her and hold her hand.
" I'm sorry" I said she look at me and smile " it's okay" she said, I hug her.

Karla was really nice and she never left me whenever I need her, she's always been there for me. Mom was right I need someone like Karla.

" It's already 3 years Jaydee you need to move on" she said.

" I'm moving on" I said. " No you don't, you still looking for her" she said.

She's right I'm still looking for Queen, wishing I can see her again.

" Jaydee please Move on" she said and hold my hands. " She won't be back, even she will,  you can't be with her anymore" she said.

I just sigh deeply and smile at her.
Karla is right Even if I can Find her, I can't be with her cause she's with someone now and she's Happy without me.

" Would you" I said and look at her eyes.
" You would you help me" I smiled and did She smiled and hug me.

" You don't have to asked me I will do it" she said.