I wake up and get ready for school, yes I said it. I would go back to school and ignore what anyone had to say. If luke wanted someone confident I had to stop being such a pussy. I straighten my hair which was wierd. I always curled my hair ans it would go to my shoulders but as I straightened it went all the way to my butt. I colored in my eyes with black eyeliner making my green eyes stand out. I put on a light a light pink lip gloss and add some finishing touches. I throw and a tight cute black skirt and some gray knee highs. I add a black tank with a gray cardigan completing my look with black uggs.
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As I walk into the school people start staring at me and saying "Damn...who's that?" I couldn't help but smirk and bright my lips which made the guys act even crazier. "Hi there my name's Cassidy are you new here?" I couldn't help but laugh. "Cassidy girl it's me Sydney." I reply to her question. "Syd! You look hot... I was getting scared that you could get my boyfriend." she joked to me. I th thanked her and went on my way. Suddenly she told everyone that it was me and it boosted even more. I couldn't help but feel like I was in one of those movies and I pretty much were, if you take away the perfect life. For I was still the suicidal girl who skipped school to get wasted and high, while I cheated on my boyfriend with my best friend then got abused as I told him about it so I could be with luke But he traded it for my slutty drinking friend. And trust me plenty of people tried to tell me about it but all I did was hand them my middle finger and left brushing off their negativity.
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Finally it was lunch and I seen luke. Ashton, Michael, and calum across the outside cafeteria. I walk up to them as their jaws open. "Hey guys." I say to them "I'm sorry I don't think you know us...and I don't know you." Ashton replies to my response. I couldn't help but laugh. "Of course you know me ash. Its me Sydney!" I exclaim. But they don't seem to find it funny yet they find it hard to believe. I talk to the guys but luke didn't say anything. I was bummed he didn't but then again maybe he was processing it.
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I headed to the bathroom after lunch to fix my hair when I seen a face walk in that I knew didn't belong in here. It was luke. "Hey beautiful." he says walking up to me and putting his arms around my waist. "What are you doing in here luke?" I asked sounding freaked out. He takes the thought out of my head though as he plants little kisses on my neck. A tiny moan slips out of my mouth causing him to get touchy. He turn a me around and just as I see him his tounge goes inside of my mouth making my eyes grow huge. I grab his cheeks with my hands as he pulls me closer. I knew I should've played hard to get after everything he done to me But he was just to tempting. He sets me on the sink as he leans closer to me. But I stop him. "You have a whore." I whisper in his ear and the message goes through his brain fast. I hop on to the floor and walk out. It felt food to pull him off I have to admit. But part of me didn't want to. My stomach tightened and I couldn't control myself. I run back into the bathroom to see luke holding his head in regret until I jump on his hips and kissed him uncontrollably. He might not think of me as something for him to stay with but he was just to dam perfect for me to ignore. I tried to stay away for way too long. And I couldn't do it anymore.
The bell rung and I stopped. "Come with me to my band practice." he replies and grabs my hand.we race to the old art room and as we get there he pushes me against the wall reminding me of old times. "Remember...?" he whispers seductively in my ear. And I do remember, I also remember how I said I would finish him off next time we came here. Finally the guys walked in and we stopped. I seen them smiling at the view of us together again and I smiled to. I sat there listening to their music but I couldn't help but stare at luke. Maybe we could be something special. He was my everything even thought he was probably unaware I would show him one way or another
