"C'mon," Jonathan growled, desperate now, "You can do it, Lin."
It was hard for him to breathe now, his breaths irregular. "I can't Groffsauce, I really can't."
He sounded so broken, Jonathan almost did it himself. But he couldn't, it had to be this way.
He sighed, and smiled softly. The same smile he would use every morning, chuckling at Lin's bed hair. The same smile that Lin couldn't bear to watch fade away. He wouldn't.
Taking his face in his hands, he kissed his forehead. Then his nose, and both cheeks. "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine," He sang quitely under his breath, "You make me happy, when skies are blue. You never know, dear, how much I love you." Gripping his hands now, he gave him a push.
Sobbing, he stabbed the bitter knife inside his stomach, being careful despite his motions.
"Please don't take my sunshine away..." Lin held him in his arms, swaying back and forth. It started raining, probably hours ago, but he didn't care. Nothing mattered anymore, because he was gone, and it was his fault, and it didn't matter that Lin had to. He had to, but didn't want to, and he can't live with himself anymore. His wet hair clung to his forehead, and now he was shivering. Muttering pleas and apologies under his breath-
"And cut!" Tommy announced, grinning, "Jonathan! I've said it once, and I'll say it again. You are absolutely phenomenal. I loved the small personal touch with the lullaby, we're definitely keeping that in. And Lin, man, it's crazy to think all those years ago... You were a horrible actor."
Lin groaned, and flipped him off. "No, no! I'm serious though, you're great. This is gonna be a big hit, I can feel it."
Lin grinned at Jonathan, raced after him, and pulled him inside their trailer.
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"I think I'm gonna cry," Jonathan whispered, watching himself through the big screen.
"You think? Baby, you already are." Lin whispered back, reaching out to brush the tears.
"Kail was right," He looked around at the hundreds of people, "Big hit. It's crazy how everyone is here to see us."
"Why wouldn't they?" Lin gripped his hand, fighting back tears. He would be nowhere without him, nowhere.
