Avengers/Marvel Imagines

Steve(Angst?)

I woke up and noticed Steve was already gone. I didn't think anything of it, because he always went on runs with Sam, and Bucky. I got ready for the day, and then headed to the gym. I was in there for a good hour, and that's when I started working on my powers. 

I can turn invisible, but it's hard to control it. Lately I've been getting a lot better, but I still need practice. I took a deep breath, and allowed myself to disappear. I was walking around, and trying to exercise a little when the door was thrown open. 

Steve, Bucky, and Sam all walked in oblivious to my presence. 

"What'd you want to talk about?" Bucky turned to Steve. 

He lowered his head, "Y/n." 

Maybe I should leave, but I can't just reveal myself now. Shit. 

"What about her man?" Sam sat down on a bench near them. 

"I know this is horrible, but I keep comparing her to Peggy." 

What. 

Bucky punched Steve in the gut. 

"What was that?!" 

He shrugged, "You deserved it. You need to get over Peggy Steve. Y/n isn't Peggy, nor will she ever be." 

"As much as I hate to say it the soldier is right." He took a moment contemplating something, "I really shouldn't tell you this but, the other day she came into my room and was talking to me. She said she worried that she won't be good enough, because you used to be in love with Peggy. She was worried one day you would find someone more like her, and then leave. She knew you're not like that, but she said a little part of her couldn't help but think it. So you either need to break up with her, or get over Peggy." 

Steve sighed and sat next to Sam. 

"She really said all that?" 

Sam nodded. 

A few weeks ago I failed a mission, and was really upset about it. It wasn't terrible- I got shot, and Tony had to pull me out. He ended up getting the needed information, but it was supposed to be me. When we got back I needed to talk to someone, and since Sam's my best friend I went to him. I told him all about how all I could think about was how Peggy would've never allowed someone to pull her out. Lately I had been comparing myself to her, because she passed away and Steve was having a hard time. Sam made me feel better, and I hadn't been thinking about it.... but I guess Steve has. 

"Shit. I'm a horrible person." He rested his head in his palm. 

"What're you gonna so Steve? Cause if your gonna end things, I need to go get ice cream and movies." 

I almost laughed at Sam, but I was too busy fighting tears. 

"I don't know." He looked up, "What should I do?" 

A few tears slipped down my face, despite my best efforts for them not to. 

Bucky spoke up, "Y/n's amazing Steve, and you're the only one that can make the decision." 

Steve let out a loud sigh, "I- I guess I should end it. Even now I'm doing it, I'm thinking about if the roles were reversed." 

My chest was shaking as I held back a sob. I needed to get out now. I walked over to the door, and threw it open hoping they still couldn't see me. 

"What the hell was that?" 

I turned back for a moment to see Bucky looking at the door. Then I ran to my room, and allowed myself to be seen again. I locked my door, and then ran into the bathroom so I could sob. I knew they would be able to hear it if I was in my room, and I just needed to cry. He was going to leave me, because of Peggy. I never had a chance. 7 months, and he never really loved me like he loved her. After a long ass time of crying I looked in the mirror. My eyes were puffy, and red and so was my nose. I took a deep breath, and splashed some cold water on my face. Once the red had gone away I walked back out of my room, and into the kitchen.