Avengers/Marvel Imagines

Jamess

First big mistake- 

It was a stupid dare. One I knew would end terribly, but continued to do it anyway. My feelings for Bucky were easily hidden, and no one but Sam knew. Sam was smirking uncontrollably as I placed myself on Bucky's lap. We were friends, and that's it. I've sat in his lap before... its' fine. By the end of the stupid game Stark made us play I was asleep, with my head tucked into Bucky's neck. 

"Doll?" 

I didn't move. 

He carefully stood up with me in his hands. He brought me to his room without thinking, and set me down. I finally woke up, but not fully. 

"You want a shirt?" 

I nodded my head too sleepy to move. He brought me one of his shirts and handed it to me. Instead of taking it I help my arms up, indicating I wanted him to take my dress off. He looked away for a moment but then did as I asked. He slipped his shirt over my head and watched as I layed on his pillowed, falling asleep in seconds. He joined me in bed after changing and that's how it started. 

It wasn't good. 

I woke up being pretty confused. I saw Bucky next to me only wearing his boxers, and I was wearing his shirt. I tried my best to remember how I got here, but I couldn't. I wasn't drunk, so it's now like I had sex and didn't remember. Bucky must've taken me to his room last night. 

Right. 

I sat up carefully but his arm moved to drape over my stomach, "Five more minutes. You're really warm." 

I let out a small laugh and laid back down. I made the mistake of looking over at him. He was now awake and staring at me. We were close, really close. I thought he looked at my lips, so I finally did it. I leaned over and placed my lips on his. My hand went to cup his face, but I realized he wasn't kissing back. I pulled away and stood without looking back at him. 

"Shit, shit, shit." I walked to his door repeating the word over, and over. 

My chest was burning and tears started to fill my eyes. 

"I- I'm sorry y/n." 

I waved a hand back at him, "I- uh.. it's fine, I should be apologizing for doing that. It was stupid." 

I left his room before he could respond. 

It wasn't supposed to go like this. 

The day was painstakingly terrible. Bucky kept giving me these sympathetic smiles, but staying the hell away from me. Around noon is when Sam finally pulled me aside and asked.

"What's going on with you and metal arm over there?"

I swatted his shoulder, "A. Don't call him that, and B. Absolutely nothing."

He rolled his eyes thinking a was lying, "Come on y/n just tell me. I can keep a secret."

"No sam, nothings happening like nothing. I kissed him and he didn't kiss me back."

"Oh. Shit I'm sorry." He pulled me into a little hug.

More than anything I was embarrassed. Of course I was upset, but I don't think I've ever been this embarrassed in my entire life. I pulled away from him smiling. I walked out of his room, and decided to go out to the mall. When I got back it was pretty simple, Tony decided we were playing spin the but with truth or dare shoved into the mix. 

"It's pretty simple, you either kiss the person it lands on, give them a question, or dare them. And they don't get a say in which one it is." 

I sat next to Sam, and that ended up also being across from Bucky. I tried my best not to look at him, but he was intoxicating. I spun the bottle, and it landed on Sam. 

"Hmm, I dare you to take two shots of Thor's beer stuff." 

He pouted, "I don't get to kiss you?" 

I shook my head while getting up to grab Thor's stash. I poured Sam two shots and watched as he struggled to take them down. 

Second big mistake- 

Thor's beer is strong as hell. It could make Bucky drunk, so two shots were a bad idea for my best friend. We went around and I got landed on once or twice. I ended up in only my underwear, and I also kissed Nat..... well made out with Nat. 

Sam spun the bottle, is slowed to a stop at me. I could see the beer was affecting him, a lot. 

"Even though I've always wonder what I'd be like to kiss you, I have a dare do you." 

I nodded my head, treating him like a toddler. 

"I d-are you to go sit on Bucky's lap." 

"I- uh, I'd rather not Sammy." 

He pushed me, and everyone waited for me to move. I didn't really have a choice so I did as Sam said. With my little clothing on I could feel his body radiating heat. When I placed myself down Bucky tensed beneath me. I reached over, spinning the bottle. 

Nat. 

"I don't know. I've already kissed you, and I have no other ideas." 

She smirked, "I'll give you a dare then." 

"Ok." I was so used to sitting with Bucky, I didn't think when I leaned back onto him. 

"I dare you to take a shot of the all mighty alcohol."

I did without hesitation. It burned going down, and I ended up having a little coughing fit. In hindsight I should've done this. I'm much smaller than Sam and I made him take two. He's already plastered. As the game went on the alcohol really started to kick in. I started heating up so I grabbed Bucky's metal arm and placed it over my waist. The coolness of it made me smile. He went to pull it away, but I wouldn't let him.

"Don't, it's too hot on here."

He let out a sigh, and let his arm stay over my waist.

We played long into the night. I gave Sam, and Tony a lap dance. I wasn't allowed to sit anywhere besides Bucky's lap though. When 3am rolled around we all went to bed. I was still overly drunk, and forced Bucky to carry me back to my room. Once he set me done I put his shirt from last night back on. Then I passed out.

I woke up with the worst hangover I've ever had. I stumbled out of my bedroom squinting my eyes at the too bright lights. Sam shared the way I looked and handed me some advil. I took them and then smiled.

"I regret very little, but I will say the last thing I remember is telling everyone it's been 4 months since I've fucked someone. Would anyone like to fill me in on what happened next?"

Steve handed me some eggs, and Tony answered me.

"Well, you gave Sam and I lap dances. You gave Bucky a hickey, at some point without being asked you started grinding on Bucky. He stopped you after he accidently let out a moan. Then you were dared to take off your bra by a very drunk Sam. You did as he said and then Bucky turned you so no one could see. Thats when he took you to bed."

I shook my head and realized I wasn't wearing a bra, "Yeah that's not how I remember it at all."

Steve chuckled and continued making eggs. After I ate I went back to my room, slipped and a bra, and shorts and then joined everyone in the kitchen once again.

Only now Bucky was up.

I looked at him, and indeed saw the hickey on his neck. This is just great for me.

I'm going to do a part two cause this has been sitting in my drafts for a while, and I don't know how to continued it at the moment.