I did everything wrong. I don't know where my fucking head was.
Here it is November and I'm still crying over you.
The "love", lessens each day.
What does your heart desire? What does your head desire?
I know reality is hard. I'm your reality and I'm sorry that I am.
I can't fix my mistakes. I want to fix the future before it breaks again. Fix it so it doesn't break.
And not the shitty "fixing" that I've tried to hard to do. An actual fixing.
I broke promises.
I want to find somebody. And at this point I think I need to find somebody new.
I know the somebody I have now isn't worth it.
I'm so sick of feeling alone.
I have a problem. I overthink too much. It never stops. It just haunts me.
