We could have been perfect.
So much could have been different.
I guess I dream more about what could've been rather than what is now.
I dream about the past a lot.
I dream about what I want from this.
I dream about if I'm really going to be with you in the end.
I dream about a guy that's so much better than you.
A guy that didn't do all the things you have done.
I dream of running away.
Somewhere where I can move on from you.
But mostly, I dream about the man I thought you were.
You're just a boy.
And we are just a "relationship".
Where's the reality in "forever"?
Where's the reality in "forever", if we can't even make it through a day?
I dream about a new guy to give me all the things that you couldn't.
I don't know why I stay other than love and memories.
And trauma bond.
I'm lost.
