When him and I sat there talking about scales, that's when it really sunk in that this is real. And that I'm happy. You know that feeling when you're laughing with someone and you're just really there in the moment and so in love? That's what it felt like tonight.
I asked him how much he likes me on a scale of 1-10. He said 13. And he asked me the same question so we kept joking about plagiarism (as we always do) and how it's plagiarism that he asked the same exact question that I asked, word for word. So then he changed the scale interval to 1-11 and I said 13. So we laughed about more plagiarism. And just in that moment right there was so much fun and joy and laughter. Then we made the numbers higher. I said "okay 100". And he said that he wants to change his number to 101. And I mentioned that his OCD is going to bother him, so he went with 150. He said he likes me 150/15.
Tonight he kept reminding me that I didn't deserve the things I've been through. He tells me that he really likes me a lot.
But anyways that's the moment that made everything feel so real. I'm happy and I'm excited to see what's to come.
