I wish we could go back.
Back to the days when we'd never be sad to see each other.
We'd treat each other better and feel the happy love in our hearts.
We'd never want to leave one another when the night came to an end.
We pushed each other to chase our hopes and dreams.
We laughed in the pouring rain.
We had fun together.
Everything came naturally and nothing was challenging.
We listened to old timey romance songs.
We would watch the sunset and enjoy one another's company with pure bliss.
The pain starts in the living room,
Where I'm spending most of my nights sleeping on the couch.
You keep your pain hidden under the covers in our bedroom.
Things didn't feel like this two years ago.
I close my eyes and have nightmares about how worse things could be.
I wake up greatful, but still broken.
I miss all the love and respect you once gave me.
I miss someone holding me tight and telling me everything except lies.
